Past, Present & Future (YoonFany)

Accusation

"She was the reason why your mother killed herself." I was stunned after hearing what he just said. That was a long time ago but I still get sad and down whenever I remember that my own mother committed suicide on my 1st birthday. I mean, I was a baby back then. I only knew that information the moment I turned into 9. I asked my father where my mom is and he said that mom killed herself on my 1st birthday because of so much depression and I never knew why.

"You've got to be kidding me" I said with trembling voice.

"Kidding? Do I look like I'm joking? Go and ask her if you don't want to believe me but I'm afraid to say that you're not going to see each other anymore." He replied with confidence.

"And why won't she see me anymore huh? She promised me and Yoona is the type of person that keeps promises." I retorted.

"Really? Why don't you try? I bet she don't want to see you now or be with you anymore because she's too guilty." He said in a challenging tone but I don't feel threatened at all especially after remembering who is Yoona to me. If anyone should feel guilty, that's me. Because I forgot who she is. I forgot her entire existence.

"Why would I even believe a single thing you say? You always think of yourself, I almost forgot you never treated me as your daughter." I said and turned my back on him so I am now facing the other side of the bed which is a wall.

"Don't come back to me crying after Yoona pushes you away."

As if she'd do that. Yoona isn't capable of making me cry. I know she have the same feelings I have for her. But... Yoona said that someone already have her heart. Is it... me? I can't be sure if it's me but I have a feeling that it is. Is it possible that Yoona patiently waited for me? Or the one she was talking about is a different person? If that's the case then I can't blame her. I'm the one who forgot her completely although I don't know how. But... I want to get my Yoona back. I should get her back. She was my past and I want her to be my future even though she's not my present. I only belong to her.

I recovered after two days, I don't know what sort of thing I did but I felt really tired after passing out and I feel so dizzy. However, I became fine after two days of resting. I am back at the office doing pile of paper works that have been accumulated for the other days that I haven't been able to work.

I heard a knock on the door and it revealed my secretary's face. "President Hwang, the president of Im Corporations wants to see you." She said.

"Let her in." I said. I tried hard to hide my excitement after I heard that Yoona wants to see me. I know that it's just business matters so I shouldn't really get excited.

"Good Morning Ms. Hwang." Yoona greeted me as soon as she walks inside my office. I raised an eyebrow at her confusedly because as far as I remember, she hates formalities.

"Good Morning Ms. Im." I greeted her back and she smiled at me. I wanted to hug her badly and say how much I have missed her and that I'm so sorry for forgetting about her but I decided to pretend that I don't know her because something inside me wants to know the truth. I'm not accusing Yoona for about what my father has said about her, I just feel like I needed to know something.

"I just came to say that I'll be leaving later. I will be gone for five months but you can still contact me through my secretary if you have some business concerns. Have a good day, Ms. Hwang." she said and I was stunned. It was so sudden, we just saw each other again and she's going to leave right away? I know it's not permanent but five months is still long. I was back to my senses when I heard the door closes and Yoona isn't here anymore.

I got up from my chair and ran after her. She was near the exit door of the building and was about to open it so I shouted "Im Yoona, you're not going anywhere!"

Yoona looked shock as well the employees that are around after hearing my voice. I made my way to her and dragged her back to my office.

"You do know that I have a flight to catch don't you? I just told you a while ago." she said upon entering my office room again.

"I'm going to make you miss that flight."

"And how are you going to do that?"

"Lock you up here all day if I have to." I answered.

"Locking me in your arms will work better I guess." Yoona murmured but it was enough for me to hear it because we're the only ones in my room. I wasn't able to response to what she have said because butterflies in my stomach are having a ruckus.

"You know I can still go out." Yoona spoke again after a minute of silence.

"I know you won't."

"Really? By any chance, do you remember something... about me?" Yoona asked in a serious tone and looked like she have her hopes up while waiting for my answer.

"I remember that you told me the last time we met that you'll always be by my side and never gonna leave me."

"You mean... the first time we met?" Yoona asked making sure to emphasize the word 'first'. Yes, Yoongie, I know. I know that it's not our first meeting but let me do this.

"Yes. Indeed the first time." I answered.

"I only told you that so you'd stop crying." She said, her voice not expressing any emotion or maybe it is but I don't know what emotion it is.

"No... Those words are true... right?" I asked.

"I'll be lying if I say yes."

Her words pierced into my heart like a knife. I am experiencing internal pain and I couldn't even talk. Is the monster... I mean my father telling the truth regarding the negative things he's saying about Yoona?

I stopped thinking about those things after I felt a pair of arms around my waist. Yoona is hugging me from the back. It sure felt good and it seemed to wash away the pain I was feeling earlier.

"I'm sorry... Mi Young-ah. I... I just have to say that. I... I'm sorry. But believe me, I don't mean it."

"It's okay. You can stop lying now. It's good to hear nice things from you but what good are those if they aren't true?" I said as I removed her arms around my waist.

"I really don't want to but I have to. This is the last time you're going to see me. So please, let me do this at least before I leave." she again hugged me. She did it tighter than she did a while ago. She's not speaking and I just let her do that.

I love it when Yoona hugs me. After a while, Yoona pulled off the hug and looked at me. I realized that she removed her contacts while we we're having the hug. I can see her bright purple eyes again. Her eyes captured me more than twice, it was so beautiful.

Just then another part of her captured me---captured some part of me to be exact. Because right now, Yoona's lips are on mine.