Past, Present & Future (YoonFany)

The reason

It's been two weeks since I last seen Yoona. No... Since the last time we talk. I often see her but she doesn't wanna talk to me. It was like she don't see me at all, she wouldn't even look at me or even greet me.

It's as if she don't know who I am, that I don't exist at all. Still, I was glad I've managed to make her stay even though she won't talk to me. At the very least, I can still see her. I know what she does some of the time.

---Flashback---

Yoona's lips were on mine and it started moving. When I was about to kiss her back, Yoona pulled away.

"Sorry. Bye, Mi Young."

"Why? Why are you going to leave?" I asked her before she went out of my office.

"Because I don't want to get closer to you." She answered. Here she is again, hurting me with her words.

"You should have not kissed me then."

"I---I just can't help it. Don't worry, that wont happen again." She said and turned her back to me.

"Don't." I said and she stopped on turning the knob.

"Don't leave please." I said. I heard her sighed and saw her shoulders go up and down as she breathes heavily.

"I have to." She have to? Why? Is something or anything making her leave?

"Why?" I asked but it seemed like she's not going to answer that question.

"You don't have to talk to me, be with me, or have something to do with me. Just stay, Yoongie. Please."

---End of Flashback 

I shouldn't complain because I was the one to ask her this. I just didn't expect that it'll be easy for her. She don't look like she's affected, like she's struggling or like she's hurting the way I am.

"The president of Im's Corporation is so hot." I heard one of my employees talk. I guess they don't know I can hear them because I am somewhere they couldn't see and wearing a headset. Well, it has no music and I often do this. By doing so, I was able to know many things that people try to hide. Yes, this is kind of eavesdropping. So what if it is? They should be more careful.

"Im Yoona? She absolutely is! And she have this habit of biting her lips. Gosh, I'll take off my clothes for her even if she don't ask me to." The other said and they both laughed. Should I show myself to them and tell the both of them that they're fired?

"Do you think she's into girls? She's too beautiful." Employee A asked. Let's just name them A and B.

"Girl, you should fix your gaydar. It's obvious that she has the hots for President Hwang." B said. Okaaaay, I take it back. I'm not gonna fire her.

"How can you be so sure?" A asked.

"I always look at her whenever she's here and I witnessed all the meaningful looks she's giving to President Hwang when president isn't looking." B answered. Is it true? Yoona is looking at me?

"Too bad President Hwang is straight."  A said and I chuckled. If only they know how gay I am for Yoona. They should both fix their gaydar.

"She can always have me but I doubt that Ms. Im will ever notice me." B said. Aw too bad for her, Yoona is already mine. This made me miss her more and I wanted to do something that will make her talk to me or at least I want to have an excuse so I'll be able to talk to her.

Yoona's POV

Everyday seeing the girl I love the most but shouldn't talk to her or even look at her is the hardest part of my life. How long do I have to do this? How long should I pretend that I'm not hurting? Seriously! I wanted to always hug her, kiss her and tell her how much I love her, make love all night in the bed with her... Wait what?! Scratch the last thing. I mean... it's true but forget I said it!

It's still hard because she doesn't even know me. She don't remember a thing about me and I don't know how that thing happened. Her father said that Mi Young hates me so much to the point that she forced herself to forget me but I don't believe him 'cause he's a monster.

Every time I remember what he did, my blood boils. That asshole don't deserve to live. I tried to compose myself because I'm on my way to Mi Young's company. I have to get some files there but in reality, that's just an excuse. I'm going there because I wanted to see her.

In order to forget that asshole and make myself calm, I imagined a naked Tiff... I mean a smiling Tiffany on my mind. God she's so beautiful, she's an epitome of perfection. Her eye smile is the best and I seriously wanted to see her smile again.

I know Mi Young is having a hard time right now but I have to do this for her, for us. Even though, she can't remember me, her heart knows. Don't worry baby, I just need some solid proof and we'll be together again.

"Good evening Ms. Im" one of Fany's employee greeted me as I reached their lobby. She handed me some chocolates and a letter. Woah, is she trying to hit on me? Sorry, I already belong to someone named Hwang Mi Young. But I think I want to tease her a little.

"Thank you, babe." I said and I winked at her. The girl looked down and blushed, I bit my lower lip to prevent myself from laughing. I was about to speak again but someone grabbed my hand and dragged me to somewhere else.

"Seriously? Of all place the place, you brought me into the washroom?" I raised my brow as I ask her.

"Don't you flirt inside my company." The girl spoke. She's so cute now that she's angry.

"I'm not." I defended myself.

"You're not? So what's that "Thank you babe" and the lip bite all about?" She said almost yelling at me. Is she jealous? Too damn cute to be jealous but this is entertaining me.

"Okay okay, I was flirting but is it okay if I do that 'outside' your office?" I asked emphasizing the word 'outside', Tiffany is now throwing me death glares and I'm having a hard time to suppress my laughter.

"Don't.you.even.dare.Im.Yoona!" Tiffany said with unusual pause with every word. Gosh I want to push her on the wall and kiss her nonstop. I bit my lip to prevent myself on doing that. I don't know why but biting my lip somewhat make me think straight.

"Stop biting your lip." She said and looked away. My Tiffany is blushing now, she's so adorable. Please tell me what self control is. Just then, I pushed her on the wall and pinned both of her arms beside her.

"Stop making this hard for me." I leaned close to her ears as I said that.

"You're the one who should stop. Stop torturing yourself Yoongie."

"I.. I have to do this. Trust me please."

"Why do you have to? I can't understand if you won't tell me." Tiffany said and tears are forming on her eyes.

"I've missed you... So much. I miss you so much, Yoongie." She said letting her tears pour all the way down from her eyes. I let go of her wrist and hugged her.

"Stop crying please. It hurts me more to see you hurting." I said and patted her back. Mi Young calmed down a little bit after hearing that.

"It's because..." I was about to tell her what it is but then I remember the threat her father told me.

"I'm sorry. Forget that any of this happened." I said and left her in the washroom... alone.