Past, Present & Future (YoonFany)

Letter

Yoona's POV

I laid down on my own bed as I open the letter I saw on my mailbox earlier. It didn't say in the envelope who the sender is, I really wondered why. It should have the sender's name, right? Being curious, I unfolded the letter. A lone tear fell from my eye as I read the first three words on the letter. "To my Yoona," it says. I think I know who it came from having the fact that the sender said 'My Yoona'.

I suddenly remembered what happened a month ago. I really thought I was going to die from receiving countless hits with a baseball bat from Tiffany's father. Fortunately, I didn't. I survived that night even I became unconscious. From what I know, Yul and Sica came with the cops. They followed me that night when I left Mr. Kwon's laboratory. Sica told Yul that she had a bad feeling about that so they have decided to come too and because of that, Tiffany's father, Benjamin, is in jail now for murdering both me and Tiffany's mother, for threatening to end my life and for giving Tiffany an unregistered medicine.

He admitted it, he admitted that he was giving Tiffany a certain medicine for her to forget all about me. Now it makes sense to me why she keeps forgetting about me and only me. He indeed threat Yul's father to keep giving him that kind of medicine though it isn't completed yet or else he'll kill his whole family.

I woke up four days after that incident and my whole body hurts because it's full of bruises after taking a beating from Tiffany's father. Yul said that Tiffany was always on my side when I was unconscious, patiently waiting for me to open my eyes again. But right before I woke up, Tiffany fainted. The doctor said it was because of the medicine that kept on giving to her before. Her body is having the side effects of that medicine and poisoning her mind since it's not yet completed and tested. Tiffany has to be cured overseas or else she will forget everything—not just me, but this time, it's everything she will forget.

She has to travel before the day I woke up for her to get her treatment. It's a good thing for her too, had she known that I'm going to wake up the next day, maybe she didn't go overseas right away. Those things happened a month ago already yet they are still fresh from my memories even though some of them are only told by Yul and Jessica.

I haven't even witnessed the day she left, I didn't have the chance to say goodbye or to even say that she should take care of herself there because I love her so much and I will wait for her no matter how long it takes. I didn't get the chance to say everything I wanted to say to her. It's been a month but this is the first time she communicated with me. I don't have the single idea of what's happening to her from the moment she left and up until now. Yul and Sica won't tell me where she is because they say that's what Tiffany's favor to them before she left Seoul. Besides, I am the one who's running my own company and her company so I can't leave here. Tiffany entrusted it to me so I have to take good care of her company while she's not around. It will not be too hard for her to manage it again when she came back because everything is in its right place.

I continued reading the letter I have after reminiscing.

"How are you, baby? I hope you're doing fine now. I am sorry that I don't want you to know where am I right now, please don't be mad to Jess and Yuri because it was my request. I am sorry you have to deal more stress to run my company too. I am sorry I didn't listen to you before. I am sorry I have to leave you like this. I am sorry you have to be hurt so much. I am sorry because I was the one who's causing you too much pain. I am sorry you have to go through all of this because of me. I am so sorry for everything, Yoongie. I'm really sorry if this is the first time I initiated our communication. To be honest, I woke up remembering you and I was shocked to know that it's been a month since I went here. Almost all of the time, I can't remember anything. The nurses here said that they couldn't even talk to me because I won't speak the past weeks and this is the first time waking up having you in my mind so I quickly grab a pen and paper to write this down while I can still remember. I am sorry baby. I'm really really sorry that you have to be the one who's left behind.

To tell you the truth, I think my case is getting worst. I think the side effects of that unfinished medicine is greatly poisoning my brain that's why I'm having a serious problem. Baby, it's been a month and I know it will take more months or years for me to be completely cured. I may even end up not being cured at all. So please..." Tears won't stop falling now. This letter is just so sad and I have to find the strength and courage to finish this. Why do I feel like she's saying her final goodbye? I inhaled deeply and started reading her letter again.

"So please find someone who can take care of you, someone who will love you, who can help you, who will fight for you, who will stay by your side even if things get worse, and someone who can make you happy more than I did. Someone who knows how to listen, someone who can do the things I wasn't able to do because I was too afraid. Please be happy, Yoongie. You deserve so much better than this. You will always be in my heart even if my mind forgets. I love you, Im Yoona. From your Mi Young."

The End.