Where am I? I asked myself as I saw a different place around me but it felt a little familiar.
"I hate youuuu. I hate you so much!"
I heard a cute little voice shouting in a secluded part near the river with her hands beside her mouth. Wait... Is that... The little version of me? So I'm seeing my own memory from the past?
"You only think of yourself. You're so selfish!"
The little girl... Or should I say the little me? Well, the little me shouted again. She stomped on the grass angrily expressing her emotions. The little version of me tripped and almost fell to the river if it weren't for another little girl who have managed to held her hand and pull her up.
"Are you okay?" The other girl asked after successfully pulling up the little me. The little me started to cry really loud and went into the other girl's arms for an embrace. "Thank you for saving me. I was so scared. Really scared. Thank you." The little Tiffany said between her sobs. It reminded me of my first meeting with Yoona for the partnership. I was also crying in her arms just like what I'm seeing now.
"You're okay now. I'm here with you, please stop crying." The taller girl said to the younger me.
"I hate him. I hate him so much. He's so selfish, he only thinks about himself. He's such a bad person."
"Who is this person you're talking about?"
"My dad. I don't want to be his daughter anymore."
"I think that's not a good idea. Remember that you should be good even if others are not."
I watched as those memories of me as a child is talking to another girl whom I can't even remember the name. Well, I guess she will introduce herself later to my younger self so I should just wait.
"B..but he's so bad. I pro---"
"Sshhh. Stop whining while pouting or else I'll kiss you." The other girl said and I just giggled because I saw the younger Tiffany blushed and stopped talking. I wonder what are the reason of forgetting these precious memories.
"You're even cuter when you're blushing." The other girl talked again and pinched me on the cheeks.
"W---who are you?"
"Yoona. Im Yoona." Yoona? She's Yoona? I've met Yoona before? How come I have forgotten her? How come I didn't recognized her when we met a few days ago? What happened to my memories? Am I sick? I must have hurt her.
"Yoona?" The younger me repeated and think for a little while. "Can I call you... Yoongie?" she continued.
"That's cute, you have just given me a nickname. I'm touched but... how about you? What's your name?" Yoona asked.
"I'm Tiff--- I'm Mi Young. Hwang Mi Young." The younger me introduced herself to Yoona.
"What a beautiful name you have there." Yoona said and give the younger me a dimpled smile. She's so cute since then.
"Y---you have a b---beautiful name t—too." She replied to Yoona. So I was also stuttering in front of her ever since we've met? Oh gosh. But I must admit that I'm enjoying watching this memory of me and Yoona. I'll do everything so I will not forget her anymore.
"You're blushing again. Why are you so cute Mi Young? Why do you have to be so cute? I bet you'll be the most beautiful girl when we grow up."
"Because you keep on saying nice things! How can I not blush if you will keep on complimenting me?" The younger Tiffany said and her voice raised a bit as she stomp on the grass again and what happened next surprised me.
Yoona kissed me. She kissed me on the lips and I was just 13 back then. I got surprised and have had my eyes wider after Yoona pulled off. I was dumbfounded because of what she did.
"I told you I will kiss you if you ever pout again, right? If I say I'll do it then I will definitely do it." Younger Yoona said and smirked.
"Yahh!" I said and slapped her on her arm. "G---give me back the... the kiss you stole!" I continued and pulled her by her collar. I saw Yoona got shocked but she immediately replace it with a smile. Again, the younger version of us kissed. Oh my gosh, I was a flirt when I was 13. To think that it was our first meeting and we already kissed two times. I must have fallen for Yoona very hard.
I covered my eyes using my hand because the butterflies on my stomach are rumbling. I can't watch anymore because my heart might explode anytime now. I was too happy retrieving these memories back.
"Yoongie, I have a question." I heard them speak again so I uncovered my eyes. They're not kissing each other anymore, they are just sitting on the grass and younger Tiffany's head is resting on Yoona's shoulder because Yoona is taller.
"What is it Mi Young?"
"Why are your eyes have the color of bright purple? It's so unusual."
"I don't know why. Genes maybe? Why? Is it ugly?"
"No, it's fascinating. Now I'll remember you every time I will see the color purple but... Everyone would fall for you if they see that. You should wear contact lens if I'm not around. I don't want any other girls or guys gawking at you."
"Okay then. But you really don't have the worry. You already have my heart the moment I saw you."
"Such a sweet talker"
"I would like this moment to last but I really have to go Mi Young." Yoona said and she stood up.
"When will we see each other again?"
"I don't know but... soon. I guess?"
"Promise me."
"I promise. I will find you wherever in the whole earth you are, My Princess."
I'm just 13 and Yoona was 12 when it happened. She was a year younger than me but she seemed so mature. That was the end of the flashback I am having. How I wish I didn't wake up and just stayed in that dream because as soon as I opened my eyes, I saw a monster. Yes, a living monster. I used to call him father.
"Where's Yoona?" That's the first thing I asked him as soon as I woke up.
"Yoona? Your girlfriend?" He smirked. "Sinner." He mumbled and the expression of his eyes got darker.
I sighed trying my best not to burst out of anger because I am still not feeling well. I have to rest.
"Where is she?" I repeated my question as calm as I can.
"Don't look for her. You will not going to see her anymore, you understand?" He said and raised his voice at me.
"Why?" I asked as tears started to cloud my eyes.
"Because she was the reason why your mother killed herself!"
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Past, Present & Future (YoonFany)
Fanfic"It was you, it is you, it will always be you and it will be forever you. Just you and only you." -Im Yoona