Helpless (Gfriend Eunha Fanfiction)

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EUNHA POVS

"You have a crush on Jungkook?"

Oh, crap! Who's that? There aren't any CCTV in a restroom and I have no idea who are the people. There's gotta be more than one. But I don't recognize the voice. Do they realize there's someone inside the cabin?

"I can't help it. He's perfect."
"Its impossible to catch his eyes."
"What do you mean?"
"He's an idol. You're an ordinary person."
"So?"
"Female idols are way more attractive than you to say it bluntly. He doesn't glance at them why would he glance at you?"
"Is it wrong for me to like him? Because I'm ugly?"
"I'm not saying you're ugly but compare to those female idols, you're below them but if you're in the ordinary area, you're good looking."
"Its the same thing."
"Its just an infatuation not love. You're infatuated because he looks perfect. When you find out his ugliness, your feelings will fade because that's how infatuation work."

Suddenly, she knock the door of my cabin. Making me startled.
"Hey. Come out."
I stay put. No way I'm obeying her words.
"Come out!" She knocks even harder.
"Or I'll break it in ten." She begin to count down.

If I stay put, she'll break the door which sounds impossible but I don't know her skills so I can't underestimate her. The sound of the knock is quiet loud, security might come to check what's going on which will make the situation worse.

The only way is to face it. So I did.
"Umh.. What do you want?" I pretend to look like I'm sleepy. Not the best method but its the only one I can think right now and I'll make it work.
"How much do you hear?"
"What do you mean?" I squinted my eyes and yawn. Brown hair, small almond shape eyes, tall nose and thin lips. That's not as attractive as female idols?
"We're talking just now and you're eavesdropping us." The other person talks. This one has a black hair and a bigger eyes,nose and lips.
"Excuse me? I was having a good sleep but you guys interrupt it. I'm the one who's at fault now?" I pretend to look like I'm annoyed.
"Whatever. Let's go." The brunette rolled her eyes and gestured her friend to follow her.

I lock the door again and sit on the toilet seat for few minutes before I leave. Their words keep ringing in my head, particularly one of them.

He's an idol and you're an ordinary person.

Why does that stings? Yeah he's an idol but he's also a human. Does that mean an idol could only like someone that's an idol too?

"Where have you been?" I heard Yuju's voice as soon as I arrive at the waiting room.
"Restroom. I dozed off a bit." I lied. Its not the time to tell her because there are a lot of cameras filming BTS.
"Well then, Mingyu has been looking for you since five minutes ago. You didn't meet him on the way here?" She organize the clothes on the rack which I can see are all very branded clothes.
"No. I better call him."

Crap. Three missed calls. I dial his number.
"Where are you?" He asks angrily as soon as he picks up.
"I'm already back at the waiting room."
"I thought something happens to you." I can practically hear him sighing in relief.
"I'm a big girl, Mingyu. I'm fine. Come back."
"On my way." He hang up.

"Oh, sorry." A cameraman bumped into me which makes me stumbled a little.
"Ah, its alright." I smile.
"I've never seen you here." He smiles.
Doesn't he suppose to record the other members?
"Ah, I'm the new stylist." I lied. I can't possibly tell him 'I'm the bodyguard'. He'll wonder why is the bodyguard female?
"Well then, I'll get going." He seems friendly but I can never trust a reporter.

"What exactly happens?" I turn around to find Mingyu is behind me.
"Tell you later." I steal a glance at one of the reporter, signaling him.
"Okay then." He shrugged and went to join the managers. I guess he understands the situation alreadh. I stick close with Yuju.
"Can you help me to look like I'm a stylist?" I ask.
"You already look like it. Just organize the clothes like I do."
"Okay."

The cameras are still here even though its been like three hours. Its time for the stylist to style the members but what am I suppose to do? I don't know about makeup or hair.
"Just stick close to me." Yuju says. She's styling Jimin's hair who's in the middle of playing his phone.
"Eunha-ya! Come here." I freeze at the sound of one of the stylist noona calling me. I see Yuju nodding slightly. I walk towards the voice. She's apparently styling Jungkook.

"Blow dry his hair. Cameras are watching." Her whisper is small but audible. I take the hair dryer and a round brush from her hands. From what I've seen my mom doing, you have to clip his hair first in sections.

"Oh, Jungkook-ssi. Have you been well?" I tensed a bit when I heard the reporter is interviewing.
"Ah, I've been well so far." He reply politely.
"Do you get used to have a sexy looking expression?"
"No, I practice it in front of a mirror for a few times to make it look natural."
"What are you saying? You're naturally sexy." Suga who's beside him piped in.
"I'm not. You're just trying to make me feel good, hyung."
"He's good naturally, believe me." The camera is switching back and forward to capture both of their faces.
"If you talk about sexy its Jimin hyung." The camera then moves to Jimin who's quiet far from Jungkook. I sighed in relief.
"You did good although a bit messy but its okay. The cameraman didn't suspect you." Minhee says.
"Thank goodness. What should I do now?" I ask.

I observed how Jungkook looks like upclose with makeup. I mean, I've seen him on screen but seeing it in reality makes a huge difference.
His skin looks flawless and he's wearing blue contacts which makes his eyes look bigger. He looks great with makeup even though him being bare face is handsome already. I can see why he has so many fangirls.

"Do I look good?" He asks the question with an innocent face. I must've stare at him too long already. But can you blame me? I have to use the chances I was given really well.
"Yeah. Sorry for staring." I blurt out.
"Nothing, really." He shrugged while getting his hair done.

"All done." Minhee says while putting the hair tool on the vanity.
"Thank you, noona." He replies.
"Well, time to change your clothes." Minhee take some of the clothes off the rack and give it to me. Why me?

"Accompany him."

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