Helpless (Gfriend Eunha Fanfiction)

Thirty Eight

YERIN POVS

"You."

Standing in front of me is no other Taehyung. Yeah, BTS Taehyung or also known as V, which is such an unusual stage name since its only a single letter but that's not the point right now.

"Hanmi-ah, since when you know him?" I ask. Its not that I think he's a bad person because on camera he looks really nice but now? His eyes look scary.

"I don't remember but he's really nice." She beamed. Great, it means she already known him for a while. But she says he's nice so might as well accept it.

"Hanmi-ah, why don't you play first? I need to talk with Gyeosa Jung first." Taehyung suddenly speaks up. He takes off his mask and smile at Hanmi.

"Ah, okay." She pats my shoulder to put her down. Reluctantly, I let her go because I do need to talk to him anyway.

EUNHA POVS

"I'm sorry." I say out of the blue when we're having dinner together.

"Why?" Taehyung asks. He seems distracted which concerns me because he's probably thinking about the photo.

"For causing troubles. I'll be careful next time." I say.

"It already happened so there's no benefit in regretting it." Rapmon says.

"Its Jungkook's fault anyway." Jimin says.

"I don't think its completely Jungkook's fault. Part of it is yours as well." Suga says.

"I know. That's why I'm apologizing." I say.

"Hey. Don't be hurt by his words." J-Hope speaks up.

"I'm not."

"Let's just finish your food and have a rest." Jin says.

We finish our food in silence and I decided to wash the dishes because Jin needs to practice his vocal techniques. I rest in my room once I'm done. Thinking what should I do. Truth is, Suga's words slaps me hard on the face because its the truth. Part of it is my fault. Honestly, I need it. That's why I voice my apology out loud. I need a harsher reality check.

From the beginning of our relationship, I know things won't go smoothly. I'm dating an idol. I don't mind to have a backstreet relationship but it will danger him and the members too much. If it happens further, fans will hate them and to survive in the industry you need to have a lot of fans to make money.

I need to make a decision which won't cause anymore troubles for them. Even if it hurts myself, it doesn't matter. Its called being selfless and its the least thing I could do.

YERIN POVS

"What do you want to talk about?" I ask. Times like this, I really need my blonde wig which will help to rise my confidence much more than brown hair. Times when I need to pretend I'm Jung Jinhyun.

"I heard your conversation with Jungkook." He says with an emotionless face. I try not to look startled. Did Jungkook invite him? Impossible, I've check there weren't any audible footsteps other than Jungkook's.

"I follow him, it wasn't his asking so don't blame him." He says as if he's reading my mind.

"What do you want?" I ask.

"Stay away from them." He says.

"I can't." Yeah, I can't. Why? Because of this stupid frustrating deal I have with Jaehyun.
If I don't obey his words, he could do something terrible to my real parents and that's not what I want right now.