Helpless (Gfriend Eunha Fanfiction)

Twenty Seven

EUNHA POVS

I've been avoiding Jungkook for the past two weeks and its getting harder since everyone is getting suspicious. But I can't face if after what happen between us. I know its only an accident but for me it has a meaning. He stole my first kiss.

I can't exactly say he stole it because its an accident but I dream to have my first kiss on my wedding day. It will feel special then. Its why I've never kiss anyone in my entire life so far.

"Yah. You're day dreaming." Mingyu tap my shoulder. I just nod my head.

Thankfully, our misunderstanding is solved already.
*Flashback*

It was really awkward. Sitting together in the car but with no words exchanged between us. I can't even think of a single conversation to start with. I don't want our relationship to be awkward because he confess his 'feelings' for me.

"I'm sorry." He says.
"Why?" I ask. I can't even look into his eyes.
"You're right. I didn't love you. I assume it wrong." He says.
"Why?" My vocabulary is really limited.
"Because I realize it when I think about you. Your position in my life. I don't long for you when you're gone as long as I'm not bullied." He says.

"How do you know that?" I ask, meeting his eyes.
"I think about it. So, we're friends?" He asks.
"Yeah. We're good."

We both smile and that's it. We're back to normal in a blink of eye.

*Flashback end*

"You're still day dreaming." Mingyu says, snapping me back to the reality.
"Sorry." I say.
"Sorry doesn't solve the problem, Eunha. Besides, you're acting weird." He says.
"I'm not." I lied. I know extremely well that I'm acting weird.
"You are. Especially since you're avoiding him." He says.

"I'm not."

He doesn't reply because his phone rings.

"Excuse me." He stands up to answer it. It must be Eunseo. Ever since the incident, he decided to open up more to me and tell me about Eunseo, the girl his parents set up for him. Although he doesn't provide me any further information after that, its pretty good. But it seems that Eunseo girl is quiet important to him because every time he receive a call, he always answer it without me in his sight.

That's not the biggest problem in my mind now. I need to solve my problem with Jungkook. But I can't gather the courage. Its like, I'm such a coward. Being in the same room with him is hard enough for me even with other people surrounding us. I can't act like this forever.

*Flashback 1*

"Eunha-ah, can accompany Jungkook changing his clothes?" Heena asks me.
"Uh, Yuju already asks me to help her first." I put on my begging eyes to Yuju who's in front of me.
"Oh, right. Sorry, Heena." Yuju says although she seems suspicious.
"Nah, its fine. I'll ask other." Heena replies.

"What's wrong?" Yuju asks.
"Nothing. I just feel awkward when it happen the last time." Its halfway true though.
"Okay then.." Yuju went back in styling Rap Monster who's busy with his phone.

*Flashback 2*

"Can you check on Jungkook? Why is he taking so long inside?" Jin asks.

They're about to leave for practice but Jungkook is still inside the dorm for fifteen minutes and the van is already on.

"Wait. Something is wrong with my CCTV." I answer while pretending to be busy with my laptop.

"Well, okay then.." Jin says although I can sense he's being suspicious as well.

*Flashback 3*

"Oh. Sorry." I say as I bumped to someone on my way to the van. I squint my eyes shut as I see his shoes. Timberland. His thighs are quiet muscular as well. Who else could it be?

"Eunha, we need to.."

"Sorry. I really need to go." I walk past him, more like jogging to the van.

"Hey, what's the rush?" J-Hope asks me as he gets off from the van.
"Uh? Nothing." I say.
"Eunha!" I tense as I heard Jungkook yelled my name amd his footsteps is coming closer.

"I left something in the car. Sorry Jungkook. See you later, Hobi hyung." I run to the car and get inside as fast as I could.

*Flashback 4*

I try not to let out a voice once I saw who's the person inside the gym. Its Jungkook. He has earphones on but I can't help to look at him.

He's wearing a sleeveless tank and I can see his arm muscles. He's sweating. I gulp. But still, I carefully step back to the door, trying to close it as soundless as possible.

"Eunha?"

I freeze. I left the door open and quickly run to anywhere my feet take me.

*Flashback ends*

JUNGKOOK POVS

I lean my head against the cool mirror of our practice room. Feeling relieve at the coolness. I'm sweating as we've finish trying to make our choreography. Its not done though. We've discussed the movement for the song but none of it are decided to be part of our choreography. Its though and tiring although I love my job. Its just, I can't help but to feel exhausted.

My phone beeps. I take it out from the pocket of my jeans and check it. Its a message from an unknown number.

I know your secret.

What secret? I ignore it. Probably the person sent it to the wrong person. I've got this multiple times already but its nothing serious.

Beside, I've got something in my mind that's really serious. Eunha. The kiss.

I blush as I remember the kiss. It was only an accident but it was my first kiss. I've never expect my first kiss to be like that. Not that I imagine it to be memorable or happening in a meaningful way.

I can still remember clearly at how her face blushed so deep in crimson red as soon as we're separated. The way her lips felt against mine.

Stop it. I shook my head to not remember about it or the hyung will be suspicious. I mean, they're already suspicious that something is definitely wrong with me and Eunha although they don't know exactly the problem. I don't need them to know its a kiss though.

My phone beeps again. Feeling annoyed, I open the message from the same unknown number.

Its this one, isn't it?

I widen my eyes at the sight of the picture on my phone. Damn.

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