Helpless (Gfriend Eunha Fanfiction)

Twenty Four

EUNHA POVS

"Me!" He's panting after he says those words with an unbelievable expression on his face as well.

I widened my eyes at his surprising word. I didn't expect that coming. I've always think that Mingyu is a nice friend and vice versa. I never thought that he would have different feelings to me. Now that he says it, I don't know how to react.

"I've always like you, Eunha. The moment you save me from the bullies. The times we shared together are really meaningful to me. I've never admit it to you because you are too perfect for me. I don't deserve someone like you, I still don't. But when we're separated, I felt really empty without you. That's when I know I'm in love with you. I look for you everywhere and when I saw you in my café, I felt happy. But how can you like Jungkook? I don't want to see you getting hurt again. Don't you remember what happen between you and him? I.."

"Stop it. Don't bring that up again." I cut him off. I don't want to remember that part ever again.

"Mingyu, what's on your mind this morning? What did you think when you wake up?" I ask.

"Pancakes." He says.

"If you do love me, you'll think of me when you wake up. But you don't. Your feelings for me is friendship, not love. You felt happy because you finally found me, your friend. You search for me when you get bullied again in college. Once the bullying stopped, you don't really care about me again. Am I right?"

"If you want to say you don't have the same feelings to me the way I do to you, just bluntly answer it. Don't make up excuses."

MINGYU POVS

I grab my backpack and run towards the door. The receptionist glare at me for slamming the door but went back to her work. Luckily we're in the private lobby room, no one heard our conversation.

I could hear Eunha running while yelling my name but I run even faster and drive off the car.

I'm pissed. Call me jerk or what but how could she say that I'm only thinking of her as a friend? No. Its even worse than that. The meaning of her words are I only use her as a bodyguard because I was bullied. Once I was stopped being bullied, I forget about her. It makes me insulted.

I drive to the only place I know that could make me feel better.

Loud music blast in my ear as soon as I step in. Disco lights are flashing in front of my eyes. People are loudly cheering for whatever is happening on the small stage. I walk towards my usual spot and order a coke.

Funny right? Drinking a coke in a bar but I'm not a big drinker even when I'm upset.

"Hey, what brings you here?" I open the coke and take a sip.

"Why is your name gotta be Jeon Wonwoo?" I'm annoyed right now with all things that's related to Jeon Jungkook.

"Is something wrong? You never had a problem with my name before." He frowns.

"I do now. Why is it so crowded anyway? Its only 4 p.m." I say.

"The girl's birthday party." He answers.
"The one who just had it a month ago?" I ask.
"Yeah, the black haired girl I told you." He says.
"Isn't it weird to have two birthdays in one year?" I ask. Wonwoo for some reason is having a surprised expression.

"Is it a problem?"

I turn around to face the new voice. My eyes widen on its own.

EUNHA POVS

"Hey, what's wrong?" I look up to see Yuju is approaching me.
"Nothing." I say.

Its been an hour since Mingyu left and he doesn't even pick up my calls. I know he's not a bad guy but he drives off in an incredible speed, I'm worried something will happen to him.

"Come on, its something. Tell me." She sits beside me.
"You've got enough in your head now." I say.
"You're right. I won't be able to focus on complicated things right now." She says.
"Are you guys dating or what?" I ask, referring to her and Jimin.
"Its complicated." She says, laying her head on the cool wall.
"Well, maybe I help you." I say.

"He ask me to be his girlfriend." She says.

I widened my eyes, so its true that he likes her.

"And?" I ask.

"I reject it." She says.

I bit my tongue from saying anything. Why? I mean, Jimin is a nice guy. At least on the screen he seems to be a nice person even though rumors has it that he's a playboy or a flirt.

"Why?" I ask it anyway.

"Because he says he's joking when he asks me that question."

How can he toys with a girl's feeling this way?

"That must be horrible." I say.
"It is. I felt embarassed thinking it was real and still think it right now. I mean, I'm such a stupid person. Why can't I just think of it as a joke as well?" She blink her eyes. Looks like fighting her tears.

"It must be suck. But I'll make your life suffer less. Want to know how?" I ask.

She blink her eyes a few times before facing me.

"What?"

"Let's go to karaoke." I grin.

JUNGKOOK POVS

"Karaoke?" I mumbled. Why do the girls want to go to karaoke?

"We are hoping for some refreshments." I heard Eunha replies to Sejin hyung.

"Ah, I understand. You guys could wait. They just need to practice for thirty minutes and they're going to karaoke as well. We can go together." Sejin replies.

"Well, it will be more convenient to us if we go first. Checking things and stuff." Yuju replies.

"Right. Where's Mingyu?" Sejin asks.

"Jungkook-ah, focus." I turn my head to J-Hope who's watching our movement.

I quickly focus back while still trying to hear their conversation. Where did Mingyu go?

"Well, you guys can go ahead then. Be careful." Sejin says.
"We will, thanks hyung." Both of them reply back. Wait, where's Mingyu?

"Okay, let's move on to the next song." J-Hope says.
"Wait, hyung." I say while walking to the corner of the practice room where we keep our stuff.

"Hyung, which karaoke are we going?" I ask Sejin while grabbing my water bottle. Not that I'm thirsty.

"Luxury Su Noraebang." He replies.
"Oh." I reply and quickly walk back to practice.

"Which place?" Jimin asks me.
"What do you mean?" I ask, pretending to be oblvious.
"You know what I mean. Which karaoke?" He asks.
"Luxury Su Noraebang." I answer.

"Are you having the same thoughts?" He asks. I nod. I know exactly what he means.

"Let's go."

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