Helpless (Gfriend Eunha Fanfiction)

Nineteen

JUNGKOOK POVS

"Yah! Jeon Jungkook!" I felt a sharp sting on my lower arm area and open my eyes. I see a worried looking Eunha above me.
"What?" I ask, pretending I was oblivious. In fact, I know exactly what's going on.
"You're having a nightmare. Yelling all over." She frowns and stand beside the bed.
"I know. I'm sorry to disturb you." I try to sit up. Fighting my throbbing head. This is horrible. I can deal with the fact my body is sore but not my head.

"You're yelling 'don't leave' 'help' over and over. Do you.. umh.. want to explain it to me?" She asks.
"I don't really remember much. I just saw someone drifting further from me while I was drowning. I yelled because of that." I explain.

"Well, its just a nightmare. Here, have your medicine." She hands me the medicine and a glass of warm water. I swallow the pill with the water together.
"I still need to clean the bathroom. Will you be okay?" She asks.
"Yeah. I'll be fine." I say.

As soon as she left, I sighed in relief. I could feel my heart beat slowly calm down and back to normal.

Its nervous, Jungkook.

EUNHA POVS

The bathroom takes me thirty minutes to clean it. When was the last time they clean the bathroom? I was rinsing off the excess soaps on the floor when my phone vibrates in my pocket. Its Yuju.

"Hello?" I answer.
"Eunha-ya, you won't believe who I met today." Yuju answers excitedly.
"Who?" I ask, curious.
"Yah, Jung Eunbi." I freeze at the sound of another voice.
"SinB?" I ask, feeling myself smiling.
"Yeah. Aren't you surprised?" She asks.
"I am. But, what are you doing with Yuju?" I ask. Remembering that SinB has a different job in Seoul.
"We met accidentally in front of the cinema." She says.
"Ah. Well, I've got to go back to work." I say.
"Work? Yuju told me today is your free day. We call you to hang out with us." Oh right. Since the members are just discussing their comeback concept, stylists aren't needed.
"Right. I'm cleaning the bathroom right now. Maybe sometime soon?"
"Yeah, sure. Bye." She hang up.

"Who's that?" I jumped when I heard another voice. None other than Jungkook.
"Its my friend. Yuju and SinB. Yuju is one of your stylist." I say.
"Ah, I know Yuju. Jimin hyung is acting weird towards her." He says.
"Yeah, I sense that. How's your condition?" I ask.
"Feeling better. My fever has dropped down to 36.8°C." He looks happy and I sigh in relief.
"Good. You should rest still. 36.8°C is still quiet high." I say. Its still close to 37°C.
"Okay." He nod and left the bathroom.

I turn on the water again and rinse the floor until its clean. Its almost 10 a.m. which is too early to cook lunch. Maybe I should check on him again.

I walk to his room to find him doing vocal training. Actually I heard it from the bathroom but I thought it was music. His voice is really good. He need to rest though.

I cleared my throat and he stop doing his vocal training. He doesn't even notice I'm in front of him.

"You're not fully healthy. Have a rest." I say.
"When my body hurts, I still have to dance. When my throat is sore, I still have to sing. When I'm sick, I still have to do everything. All of us." He explains.

I stay silent. Thinking of the way I act towards him. I've never take care of someone this intently before except for my family. He's my bias but why am I thinking of his health too much?

"Jimin told me to update him on your condition. You're already awake. Perhaps you can just update him by yourself."

I decided to not care too much. My constant worries towards him. Fast heart beat. It all need to fade away. He's my bias. That's his position in my life. Before it goes further, I need to be able to control my feelings.

"My phone is broken." Oh right. His phone is soaked in water when Jin found him fainted in shower.

"Here." I hand him my phone and left the room.

JUNGKOOK POVS

"Hello?" Jimin answers.
"Hyung. Its me." I say.
"Oh! Jungkook-ah! You're awake?" He sounds happy.
"Yeah." I can hear some chatters with other members before I hear his voice again.
"How's your condition?" He asks.
"Better. My fever has lower down and my body doesn't hurt anymore. My head is still throbbing although not as bad as before." I explain.

"Good. Well, I was worried. Next time don't push yourself like that again. Okay?"
"I don't know but I'll try. Hyung, can I ask you something?" I ask.
"What is it?"
"Umh, nevermind. I'll talk to you about it when you're home." I remember he must be busy. All of them.
"Okay. Gotta go, Kookie." He hang up.

"So, what do you want to talk about?" Jimin asks when there are only the two of us in my room. Rapmon is currently with Suga and J-Hope in the practice room. Probably writing lyrics. They're really serious when it comes to writing songs.

"Do you like that Yuju girl?" I ask.

He stiffened at my question and I could see his eyes are shaking.

"Why you ask?" He sounds nervous.

I never seen Jimin look nervous when I ask him something like this. Not that I ask him seriously. Usually I'll just tease him with the girl he's close currently. But he always take it easily. Never nervous,tense or anything like that.

"Cause I'm curious." I say.

"I don't know. Its confusing." He answers after stay silent for a while. He runs his fingers through his bangs that fell down on his forehead.

"Well, I was just curious. Perhaps you can talk about it to Rapmon or Jin hyung?" I felt a bit dissapointed. I hope I could get some answers by asking him but he's confused as well.

"Why? Because ARMY ships both of them?" He try to joke and I can't help but to laugh at it. Its funny though.

"Nice try. Not only that. They're smart when it comes to this problem. Well Rapmon is smart at everything." I say.
"Right. But why are you asking this?" He asks.
"Because I'm curious."
"Why are you curious?"
"Hyung never really cares about girls but this Yuju girl, you act odd whenever she's around." I answer honestly.
"That's it? Nothing else? You've been acting weird lately as well." He looks suspicious.

"Well, I actually want to ask you something so I brought this topic up."
"What?" He asks.

"How do you know when you like someone?"

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