Helpless (Gfriend Eunha Fanfiction)

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EUNHA POVS

"Accompany him."

Did I hear right? Minhee is asking me to accompany Jungkook. Changing his clothes?!

"M-me?" I mentally slap myself for stuttering.
"Yeah. I need to take care the rest of the members." She says.
"Ah." I nod, understands what she means but still unable to control my heart. I mean my hormones. Yeah, my hormones.

"Let's go." Jungkook says. So I took him to the fitting room and hand him the clothes. He take it and our fingers brushed slightly. But its enough to make my heart skip a beat.

I calm myself down once he's already inside. The conversation I eavesdropped before in the restroom really bothers me. Who are they? Why are they in here? Most importantly, what can they do to Jungkook?

"Eunha." I jumped when I heard Jungkook speaks from the room.
"Something wrong?" I ask.
"I can't put on the choker." He says.
"Umh.. Do you have on your clothes?" Stop stuttering, Eunha!
"I'll come out." He comes out and gives me the choker.

I try my best to put it on calmly but its impossible with my heart beat. I could hear it clearly but I hope he doesn't.
"Done." I say when I finally clasp it.
"Thank you." He smiles and leave.

I walk to the big TV attached to the wall where you can see other idols rehearsal and performance. The rehearsals are done already before so what's left now is the performance. At least it distract me a bit.

"Eunha." I find Mingyu is waving me from the sofa. I notice the cameras are gone now. I sighed in relief and sit beside him, taking out my laptop.

"What do you want to tell me earlier?" He asks.
"Listen to this." I hand him my phone. I recorded their conversation as a proof.
"Do you have any idea of the person who are talking?" I ask once he's done.
"No. I don't recognize their voice." He shook his head while frowning.
"What do you think they're up to?"
"I don't know. They're not idols but the fact they're in this building mean they work for other idols. However, I don't think they're planning something."
"Why? You heard how she has a crush on Jungkook and she could do something horrible."
"There are millions of fans who are in love with Jungkook. Why are you so worried about this one?" He turns to look at me. I averted my gaze, Mingyu knows me really well.
"We never know how she might harm Jungkook."

"If that's the case, the other members are suffering the same problem. Jungkook is the only one you worried about?"
"Of course not! I'm worried for the rest of them as well but its my first time hearing someone says it directly that way. Its my job to protect them." I quickly answers.
"Don't worry. We'll see what could happen next. I'm just teasing you." He smiles and I sighed in relief that he's not suspicious of me.

"Are you hungry?" Mingyu asks.

We're currently back at the agency building because the members are practicing. Its past midnight and they've been practicing for like three hours since they come back from Show Champion.

"Not really. I'm sleepy." Its true. I'm not used to stay up late like this, monitoring the screen.
"I'll get some coffee then. Wait here and don't talk to stranger. Don't even look when a stranger is talking to you. Keep your phone on sound mode.."
"I understand, Mingyu. Or should I call you 'Father'?" I cut him off. He has become very protective.
"I'm just worried." He pout and left.

I took a deep breath and exhaled it slowly. So tired. I understand now how tired idols must be. Not to mention they're moving their muscles while I'm just relaxing.

I recalled the conversation earlier which keeps bothering me. Do I have an infatuation towards Jungkook?

The few days I've been here, I can control my hormones a bit with the rest of the members but not with Jungkook. Is it because he's perfect? Yeah, of course its because of that.

"What are you thinking about?" Mingyu asks as he sits beside me and hand me the coffee. I didn't even realize he's already back.
"Just feeling tired. Thanks for the coffee." I sip it and smile. Its mocha latte which is my favourite type of coffee to drink because its sweet.
"You still remember my favourite." I say.
"Of course. You always order the same type of coffee." He replies.

"You gain more confidence now." I comment.
"I had to. My first year of college was awful without you. People starts bullying me again. I had a makeover and learned self defense. They stop but I never feel secure around them. You're the only friend I've ever had."

"I'm sorry."
"Its not your fault. Its okay now that you're back." He smiles.

I had no idea that he suffers it again while I'm gone. And all the time, I thought I was the only one who struggle.

"Hello? Oh, they're done? Okay. Thanks, hyung." Mingyu end his call.
"They're done practicing. So we could leave now." He says.
"Thank goodness." I stretch my body, feeling a bit tense because I didn't exercise whatsoever.
"Let's go."

We packed our things and went to our car. Mingyu dropped me off in front of the dorm and left after saying goodbyes. I always wonder why he doesn't stay together with me and ths members. But I never ask it.

His parents probably want him to stay with them because they really adore him. They are very loving as a family. Although his grandmother isn't my favourite but I can't hate her anymore. Its already in the past so I should forget it.

"You're back." I was greeted by Suga who's in the dining table, writing something.
"Umh, yeah. Aren't you suppose to sleep?" I rarely talks to him which makes it a bit awkward for me.
"I need to think about lyrics. Can I borrow your phone?" He asks and look at me.
"Of course." I reach to my jeans pocket to hand it to him but my phone is not there.
"Wait." I searched my backpack but its not there either.

"Its missing."
"Here. Who knows Mingyu has it." He gives me his phone.
"Thanks." I dial Mingyu's number. Why would Suga want to borrow my phone when his phone is clearly with him?
"Hello?" Mingyu answers.
"Mingyu. Its me. Is my phone there?" I ask.
"Your phone? Wait." I heard some ruffling sounds. Please be there.
"No, its not here. Is it missing?"
"Yes. I don't have it with me." I ruffle my hair.
"You probably left it at the agency building. I'll take you there."
"Wait! Its here! I found it. No worries now." I lied. There's no way I'll let him drive his car back and forward just because my phone is missing.
"Well, alright then. Goodnight." He says.
"Yeah. Goodnight." I hang up and gives the phone back to Suga.

"Why did you lie?" He asks.
"I don't want to bother him. I probably left it at agency building. I need to go."
"You want me to take you there?"
"Uh, no need. I don't want to bother you as well. Just finish writing your lyrics and go to sleep. Health is important. Bye bye."

I run fastly to the building. Buses are not operating anymore and waiting for taxis will take too much time. Besides, the building isn't exactly far from the dorm.

There aren't any people anymore inside the building except for the securities who are lazily laying against the wall tiredly.

I run to the spot where Mingyu and I are working before. I sigh in relief when I see my phone laying on the floor. Safely.

"What are you doing?"

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