Helpless (Gfriend Eunha Fanfiction)

Thirty Four

EUNHA POVS

I hit him on the chest using my knee and he fell backwards. Landing on his back completely flat. For a second I thought I seriously injured him because I hit him but I don't think I did because I didn't hit it too hard. But I heard a grunt and I quickly check him.

"Are you okay? Did I hurt you?" I ask.
"No. I'm fine. Its just, I was shocked you hit me." He says, sitting up and rubbing his chest.
"Sorry. That must hurt at least." I say, feeling guilty but all I had in my mind that time was to get out from the situation.

He suddenly turn around to face me and hovered over me. I couldn't bare the close distance so I crouch down as low as possible until i lay fat on my back.
"I'm fine." He says, grinning. This boy is really mischievous but I can't be mad at him because he's cute at the same time.
"You're bad." I say and push him off me. He gladly sit back up while still grinning.
"I'm just playing around. Let's take a picture together." He says.
"Why?" I ask, feeling cautious.
"No reason. I won't post it." He says.
"Okay." He smiles happily and take out his phone from his pocket. How the phone stays inside his pocket while being tossed around while fighting with me is strange.

He open the camera and I positioned myself beside him.
"1, 2, 3."

We take a few selcas of different poses. Well, he's the one who's taking different poses while I stick to smiling or doing the 'V' sign because I'm bad at posing in front of cameras. He must be professional with this because cameras are basically part of his life.

"Let's try the pouting style." He says.
"W-what? No. I look ugly." I say. Its a duck face, not a pouting face or style.
"No, you don't. You look cute in it." He says.
"Still no." I answer although I'm blushing a bit.
"Please?" He pleades. I sigh and nod. I did as he said, pouting.

"You look prettier than me." I say once I check the 'pouting' style selca. He's a man but how can he's prettier than me? He is seriously good looking.
"Nah. You look pretty too. We both look good." He says, smiling at the picture.
"Do you want to do something else?" He asks.
"Like what?" I ask.
"Like you know.." He wriggles his brows and eyeing me in a way I could describe as 'seductive'.
"Don't be dirty." I snap.
"I was thinking about cooking together." He says. I blush hard, its like I'm really a pervert while he's just an innocent boy.
"I did make that expression purposely though." He laughs hard.
"See? You're mean." I slap his shoulder.
"Ouch." He says.
"Don't pretend. I know it doesn't hurt whatsoever." I say.
"I'm serious on cooking though." He says.
"I can't. I have to work." I say.
"You lose though. I win first as I recall." He says.
"But.." I trailed off, unable to find an answer that can save me. I mean, I did make a deal with him but I didn't expect I would lose. Who am I thinking? He studies other moves as well and he's a guy.
"Fine. You win." I say.
"Let's watch movies." He says.

We've been sitting on the couch watching Train to Busan which I've watched before. I mean, its a great movie although there are few parts that I still need to understand more. I scream in surprise at the sudden appearance of the zombie, making me cling to Jungkook. Feeling embarassed, I distance myself from him while he's just chuckling.

"I never know you're scared of zombies." He says.
"There's alot you don't know about me." I say, feeling quiet surprised that I was able to say that confidently.
"True. Let's get to know each other." He says.
"I already know about you. Your profile is spread up across the internet." I say.
"Well then, guess its just me who's asking you." He says and I nod, still focusing on the movie. I mean its a good movie and the characters are beautiful.

"Do you have siblings?" He asks.
"I do. One younger brother and sister. Junho and Jinnie." I answer directly.
"How come their names starts with 'J' while you start with 'E'?" He asks.
"I know right? Its because they change their mind to use 'J' instead of 'E'." I say. Lots of siblings will have similarities in their name but for me, I don't have any of it with my other siblings.
"What's your favourite thing in the world?" He asks.
"Can you make it more detailed? There are more than one thing that I love." I say.
"Three things for you to be happy. What is it?" He asks.
"Health and family." I say.
"What's the other one?" He asks.
"I haven't figured it out. All I know right now that would make me happy are those two things." I say.

"When you find the other one, will you tell me?" He asks.
"I will. Don't worry about it." I say.
"Do you miss your family?" He asks.
"I do. I mean sometimes they can be insanely protective but they're the ones that's the closest to me." I answer.

Even though my mom is a bit annoying at her persistence, she's my mom. The one who gave birth to me, someone I should always be grateful to. My dad who can be quiet harsh on teaching us, helps to shape us into a stronger person to face the cruel world. Junho who is a bit stubborn at his opinion is actually really caring towards us, same goes to Jinnie although she hides her feelings often from us, she cares about us alot.

"You must miss your family." I say.
"I do. When I was a trainee, I couldn't afford to pay a visit to my parents because I was poor. Now that I debut already, I still can't pay them a visit as often as I could." He says.

I don't know what to say so I stay silent and pat his shoulder. He look like he was about to cry and I'm right. His body starts to shake.

"Talk to me. What's wrong?" I try to ask calmly although I did sound a bit panic.
"Its just, I'm able to reach my dream right now and become a singer but I can't pay back my parents for what they've done for me. I still can't give them gifts that I bought with my own money. I feel like I'm a selfish person to abandoned them in order to achieve my dream." He says, still crying so his words are a bit muffled and shaky but its understandable enough for me.

"Sshh. Its not selfish. Everyone have a dream they want to achieve, but not a lot of people dare to try and achieve it. Because it take alot of sacrifices to achieve that. But, you're brave enough to chase it and you achieve it. They must feel proud because you're able to do it. So don't think you're being selfish or abandoned them because you don't." I say.

He begin to calm down after a few seconds and wipe his tears. While I'm just beside him, rubbing his back, trying to calm him down.

"Thank you."

That moment, I could say is the best that has ever happened in my life.

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