Helpless (Gfriend Eunha Fanfiction)

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EUNHA POVS

"What are you doing?"

I look up to find Jungkook is looming over me with a water bottle on his hand. He's still in here?

"I left my phone here. What are you doing? I thought all of you already went home." I frowned.
"I stay up late to practice." Late? More like he stays awake 24/7.
"Let's go home."
"I can't. You head back first." He walk past me.

"Why are you following me?" He asks without even looking back. I stop walking.

I know I'm following him because I'm worried if he's alone in here without proper security. What if something terrible happens to him? But I didn't expect him to notice because I'm walking soundlessly.

"I'm your bodyguard." Its too embarassing for me to say 'I need to protect you'.
"Okay."

Where are Sejin and Hobeom hyung? Why did they leave him alone in here?

"I told them to go first. I spend my time alone to practice quiet often and I'm always safe."
"Did I say that out loud?" I ask.
"Yeah." He went into another practice room but I realize its a gym. A mini version of it but its complete with equipments a gym has.

"I thought you need to practice." I sit on the treadmill because there are no chairs. Beside he's charging the lifting weights areas.

"I am. To maintain my abs." He starts to lift weight.

He's still young but he's working this hard to please his fans. They're all tired from performances,practice,interviews,etc but he stays awake to please his fans. Not to mention there are haters who despise him when he only wants to please his fans.

"You can go home now. Its late." He says after he's done lifting weights for five minutes.
"Are you done?" He shook his head.
"I'll go when you're done."
"Okay then." He starts doing sits up and I decided to use the treadmill.

I have nothing else to do and going home right now isn't an option. What am I thinking, of course its an option. He can take care himself well. He has a black belt taekwondo after all. But I can't leave him alone. No, I don't want to leave him alone.

I'm a really big fan of him. So I need to use my chances to secretly fan girl over him while I can. That's why.

"Yah!" I snapped at him when he turned off the treadmill.
"Its too fast. You're about to fall so I stop it." He went back to do his thing.

I need to concentrate. I set the treadmill on the fastest speed because I know I can catch up with it. I just need to focus on not falling instead of thinking random things.

"You done?" I glance at Jungkook who's beside me, standing while wiping his sweat. I can't help but notice his abs a bit through the wet shirt he's wearing.
"Yeah." I turned off the treadmill and avert my gaze to somewhere else. I feel like I'm a pervert fan girl which makes me feel ashamed of myself.

"You work out hard." He says as he keeps running.
"What does that make you then?" He's seriously a workout pig.
"You got me there." He chuckles and I can't help but smile slightly.

Its four in the morning when he decided that he's done. Doesn't he feel tired? But I didn't voice it out loud. He must be tired. Why am I thinking such a stupid question.

"Let's go." He says after he covered himself up in a black baseball cap and mask along with a long black coat.
"Wait here. I'll call a cab."
"Let's just walk." He says.
"We can't. What if someone notice you? Buses aren't available right now. So the only way is to use taxis."
"Its more dangerous to use taxis. What if the driver recognize me? Im riding with a girl. If could be a big gossip."

He's right. We never know what will happen if we ride in a taxi. So we decided to just walk. Luckily its still 4 a.m. so there are barely anyone on the street.

"You're back. Go take a shower. We're going to discuss about our comeback." Jin greets us from the kitchen.
"Okay." Jungkook says.
"Eunha? I thought you're still sleeping." Jin pops out from the kitchen holding a spatula.
"I went back to the building around midnight to take my phone back. Jungkook is still there so I thought might as well stay to makesure he's safe." I explain.
"Ah. I appreciate it, thank you." He went back to cook.

"Is there anything I could help?" I ask.
"I can handle this. No need to be so polite and formal. Make yourself at home." He says.
"Well. Does Jungkook stays awake 24/7?" I ask. I've seen him stays up late twice so far.
"Not that frequent." He replies.
"Its not healthy. What if, God forbids he faint because he's exhausted?"
"We've talk to him about it but he never listens. He always insist he's fine." Jin sighed. Clearly feeling worried as well.
"Everyone knows about this?"
"Yeah. Even the boss. He's really stubborn."
"Oh. Well, I'll be in my room." I say.
"Take a rest well."
"Will do."

No flutters. I'm a big fan of all of them but I didn't feel my heart beating when I'm with Jin. Why does it beat so fast with Jungkook? I mean, Jin is ridiculously handsome.

I decided to forget it and rest in my bed a bit before taking a shower. I feel like I'm about to faint at any time now. I was about to take a short nap when I feel like I want to pee.

I quickly wait in front of the bathroom, remembering that Jungkook is inside. But its been ten minutes and I don't think I can hold it anymore. However, I can't just barge in like a pervert.

"Jungkook." I knock the bathroom door.

He doesn't reply. I only heard the shower running.

"Jungkook." I speak louder and bang it louder.
"Jeon Jungkook!" I'm yelling now while banging it. Why he doesn't answer?

"What's wrong?" Jin comes running from the kitchen.
"I need to pee but Jungkook doesn't answer me." I step aside so he can handle the situation.
"Jungkook. I cook something delicious." He says while banging the door.
"Jungkook."
"Jeon Jungkook!" He bang it louder than me and still no reaction.

"He locks it." He says after trying to open the door. The problem is the door isn't locked by a key. The only way is to smashed the door.

"No other choice." Jin starts to smashed the door with his body once.
"Stop. You'll get hurt." I say. Idols must have healthy and beautiful appearance. What if bruises appear on his body? Fake rumors will spread around.
"I'm fine." He starts to do it again but I push him aside.
"I can do this. I have a black belt."

I close my eyes and use my instict to break the door. He's probably naked and I can't see it. I need to respect his privacy. The first time, I failed. The second time, I succeed and I could hear the door hit the wall.

Next thing I heard is Jin's panicked voice.

"Jungkook-ah!"

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