Chapter 9- Find Your Place In This World

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IMPORTANT: PLEASE READ THE A/N AT THE END PLEASE

Today I decided to actually take gram to the doctor. Well I've been trying to get her to go but she refuses. Finally I got her to say yes. So now we are in the car on our way to the hospital.

I glance at gram and she's staring out the window watching everything pass by. I smile and go turn my attention back to the road. We pull up to the hospital and I run in and check her in while someone goes out and gets her with a wheelchair. I decide to sit outside her room and wait. I got forced to sit out here and wait. But I chose too. God I'm stubborn. My heads in my hands and my knees are bouncing. Pure sign that I'm nervous. After about 1 hour later the doctor comes out. I stand up quickly.

"Ms umm?"

"Skyla just call me Skyla"i shake his outstretched hand.

"Well skyler I'm really sorry but there's hardly any good news for you" I swear my heart stops beating for a second there

"Your grandmother is severely sick she has an infection in her body that doesn't seem to want to come out. and due to her old age. she can't produce enough of anything to help push out the infection" I can fell my heart breaking slowly in half and my feel crashing through the floor every word he says.

"And?" he shakes his head and pats my shoulder.

"I'm sorry sweetie she won't give us the ok to help her. she has a couple days left at best"

"No no no no no. don't say that. no"

"I'm sorry but your welcome to stay here until something happens" I break down into sobs sitting back down. only a couple days at best? I'm too young to have to deal with this. Where am I going to go? Well I am 18 so does that mean I'm on my own? What's gonna happen to everything? so many questions such little time to find the answers.

I finally calm myself down and walk into grams room. she's staring at the t.v like always watching her old black and white shows. She sees me and smiles lifting her arms up motioning me to hug her. I do without hesitation.

"Why won't you let them help you?" I ask her while tears stream down my face.

"My dear. I've lived my years well. I am ready for this. and so are you. you are 18 now. go find your place in this world and don't leave it" her words make me break down more.

"What's going to happen?"

"I am leaving you the house and the money and everything inside. All of it is yours"

"I can't take everything"

"Of coarse you can and anything you don't want just throw it out or something" I laugh at her. that was always her motto. If you don't want it or it's not useful. Throw it out.

"I love you so much gram so so much" I hug her again not letting go. holding on to every last bit of my grandma. reliving all the memories I have with her.nit leaving any details out of my mind.

"I love you my Skyla" she's crying now I can hear her small sniffles but neither of us dare to let go.

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That night my grandma had past away taking every bit of sanity I had left with her. All my love and every emotion I had left. I knew I could build it back up. But I needed help from someone. I was shattered and my pieces were spread across the world to find. I knew couldn't find them by myself.

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Can you see my tears. honestly cried writing this tiny chapter. I was going to add more but I figured her gram needs her own chapter even if it's super tiny.

LOVE YOU GUYS! and btw im not going to be able to update until monday im sorry but im leaving to spokane and we wont be back until late Sunday But when i get back i should have at least 2 Chapters to post because i write while im traveling. I LOVE YOU BYE BYES

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