Chapter 12- Sing to Me

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**Harry's POV**

"Harry I need to talk to you" I looked at Sadie and back to Skyla. Something happened I can tell her face was all red and puffy. Sadie looked worried and she really needed to talk to me.

"Okay c'mon" I grabbed her wrist and lead her to the guest room. I didn't shut the door all the way. So I could hear Skyla.

"What is it?" I ask Sadie impatiently. I know she's Skylas best friend and Louis' girlfriend but I need to know what happened.

"Skyla needs to stay with me"

"Fuck no she's not she's staying here"

"Harry seriously. I know what she's going through and I know how to handle it"

"No you don't she said no one understands her"

"Well I've been friends with her longer then you've known her. she's going through the same faze she did when her parents died. I can get her out of it. Harry she's coming with me" If Sadie thinks I'm letting her leave this apartment she's wrong. Sadie just needs space and time.

"She just needs time Sadie"

"Harry I didn't want to tell you this but she's seeing things again" I look at her in confusion.

"Seeing things?" she nods slowly. She did say it made her do things. I guess that's what she was talking about.

"It makes her do things" I whisper more too myself then her.

"Yes Harry of that's what she told you she wasn't lying. At. All. It makes her crazy it makes her be someone she's not and worse of all it makes her hurt herself in many ways... I'm taking her" in many ways? what does that mean? I'm searching my mind for any reason. does it's just bring her down or self harm? self harm... now that I think about it she's always wearing things that cover her whole body. My heart breaks thinking that she used to do that. I want to ask Sadie but I know i need to figure out myself.

"I- I don't know. It's her choice"

"Ok then let's go" we walk back to Skyla and she's still laying there in her spot. Sadie bends down in front if her while I stare at both if them.

"Skyla, we want to ask you something" she slowly asks her in a sweet tone. Skyla nods her head slightly but enough for us to see.

"I tried getting Harry to let me take you but he said we should ask you. do you want to come with me or stay here?" she looked between both of us. She wouldn't talk she was thinking about it. A minute later she finally answered. her voice was so small you could barely here it.

"Harry" my heart jumped at her answer.

"You sure?" Sadie asks she nods but whispers to Sadie I couldn't really hear but Sadie nods and gets up turning to me.

"She's staying but I'm coming over as much as possible. When she starts screaming. hold her and rub her back. She starts freaking out or can't breath. Deep breaths with her or talk soothingly to her like whisper in her ear. If he comes back. You can't really do anything besides tell her it's alright keep her mind away from it keep her distracted. Anything" I nod at her letting everything sink in. I think I can do this and tell my boss I'm taking a break. Sadie hugs Skyla and whispers something in her ear.

"Bye Harry" she starts walking to the door but I stop her at the door.

"She won't eat what do I do?"

"Tea. it calms her. Don't force her to eat. She will when she comes back"

"When will that be?" she rolls her eyes and lets out an annoyed sigh.

"If you can't fucking keep up with her or help her I'm making her come with me... just please take care of her until she at least comes back a little bit" she sounded angry. More than angry. I stepped back a little looking at her surprised.

"Ok. ok Jezus just wondering fuck"

"Good now bye see you later. and thanks for calling me"

"No problem" I muttered and shut the door behind her I locked it and walked over to Skyla. She was staring at something ahead of her. Her body trembled as she stared at the wall wide eyed.

"Skyla? what's wrong" she wouldn't answer she just stared I looked and nothing was there. her breathing quickened and she scored deeper into the couch. My heart started racing I didn't know what to do. I picked her up and she held into me like her life depended on it and shoved her face into my chest. I brought her into the room and laid her down in the bed and laid next to her. she just laid there and stared at me but soon moved closer and shut her eyes. I rubbed small circles on her back.

"Sing to me" she whispered. I decided not to be an ass and go against it and just sang.

"Always and forever. each moment with you. is just like a dream to me. that somehow came truuee"

I can't believe I'm fucking doing this right now

"And I know tomorrow. will still be the same" her breathing got slower and I figured she was asleep until she moved a little telling me she wasn't asleep just yet. I continued my song.

"Cause we got a life of love that won't ever chaange. and every day love me your own special way and melt all my heart away with a smile." I stopped not wanting to finish this slow song. she was asleep now and I was thankful. she hasn't slept in days. I haven't either knowing she's out there lost. I remembered what Sadie said and my conclusion with self harm.

Before I knew it my hand was at the end of her shirt pulling it up slightly. my breath hitched in my throat at the sight. Not even any room for her beautiful skin there were scars all up her sides. Everywhere. My eyes felt watery. No your not going to fucking cry Harry. but one slipped out. My heart broke at what I saw but it did not change how I thought if her at all. She's a girl with a past. Everyone has a past I'm not going to use that against her because I know she wouldn't use mine. If she would then she already could've.

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YAY AN UPDATE!

If you want to know the song it's "Always and Forever" by Heatwave. it's a pretty old song idk if Harry actually knows it but umm my dad has sang it to me since I was a baby so I love that song and it's the first that came too my mind when I was writing this. ok so ILY GUYS VOTE COMMENT SHARE <3<3

~Zara

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