Chapter 11- I Will Win

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It's been about 4 days now. I still haven't walked into the house. I'm still in the same clothes as before. And I haven't used my voice or moved at all. I know Harry's worried because I haven't left my spot on his couch and I haven't eaten anything. I just sit there with my knees up to my chest and stare at the wall next to the TV. He comes and sits next to me and talks a little but I just answer with nods and whispers each time. I feel like a burden to him but he won't let me leave he wouldn't even let me have a choice on where to stay he just came and set me on the couch where I am now.

"Umm Skyla, I will be right outside the door I'm just gonna make a call" I nod at him and he walks out the door. I take my time and actually look around. last time j was here I just ran out. Its Farley big for an apartment. there's a small kitchen with an island counter to the left of me. Behind me is a long hallway with a bathroom and 2 bedrooms and then there's the front room that I am sitting in. I tug at the blanket around my shoulders and stare out the window a little to the left of me. The sky was dark. I thought it was just blue a second ago? shows I haven't paid attention. You can see the small city lights shining everywhere and that's always been my favorite part about here in London. night time lights.I'm about to get up but sit back down as the door closes and Harry walks in and sits next to me.

"I have to go run some errands. someone's coming over to keep you company so they are just gonna walk in" I nod at him and he leans in and kisses my cheek. that's where I feel it. I feel the first thing I've felt in days. Electricity runs through me and my heart pounds in my chest. I just stars at him and I feel a tiny smile make its way on my face. he smiles back big compared to my small smile.

"Bye" I whisper to him he gets up calling a bye back and leaves.

Alone and empty

That's all I feel when he leaves. I listen as the silence tugs at me. grabbing my feet trying to pull me under with it. I move the blanket around me more trying to get it away from me.

"C'mon Skyla it's way better here" I turn around quickly. a dark shadow comes from the hallway and stands there.

"Go away" I whisper. I hate him he comes all the time to pull me back.

"Skyla dear you know I will win" tears well up in my eyes.

"I hate you go away I don't want to go with you" my voice raises as the shadow comes closer.

"There's no escape just come with us" hands tug at my blanket but I fight back pulling it.

"GO AWAY!!" I Scream shutting my eyes tighter.

"LEAVE ME ALONE I HATE YOU!"

He laughs historically at me and I scream.

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"SKYLA SKYLA WAKE UP SKYLA!" I jolt up almost falling off the couch. Tears fall down my face as a sob rushes out of my throat. I loom over and see Sadie.

"Skyla OMG babe what's wrong?" I push myself into her sobbing into her T-shirt.

"Shhh it's ok it's just a dream" I'm done with people telling me it's ok.

"He-he was th-there. H-he's b-back" my voice hiccups. she stops hushing me. She knows who I'm talking about that shadow was always there when I was in my darkest times. She helped me get rid of him. Even though she couldn't see or hear him she helped me.

"Are you sure it was him?"

"Yes, h-he told m-me he wa-was gonna wi-win" my sobs become louder.

"It's ok I'm not leaving shh"

After a while my crying dies down and I'm laying down staring at the wall hiccuping . she's sitting with her legs under my legs that are over her lap rubbing my back. I know she knows about my gram. and I'm thankful she's not bringing it up. She stops rubbing my back wen the door opens. I just lay there.

"I'm ba- what's wrong? what happened?" Harry comes In front of me but Sadie gets up and stands in front if me.

"Harry I need to talk to you" I furrow my eyebrows at her but keep my eyes on the wall. My eyes move too the two bodies in front of me and travel to Harry's eyes. He looks at me worriedly but goes back to Sadie.

"Ok c'mon" they go into the back room. She's telling him. I want to yell at her to stop but I can't. I used all my voice when I was crying it took all my energy too. I can't fall asleep. He will just come back but be closer. I'm not giving him the satisfaction.

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