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PLEASE READ A/N AT THE END ITS IMPORTANT
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I've been sitting in the bathroom for I don't know how long. I came to the conclusion I am crazy. I've been sitting here trying to put the pieces together and bring myself back to sanity. Harry's been outside the door for a while. First he was trying to get in and was banging on the door and yelling at me to open but he finally calmed down and now I know he's sitting there waiting. I'm just sitting here leaning against the door. He is too I can hear him when I put my head back.
"You think I'm crazy don't you?" my Voice is finally back. I'm happy I can actually talk now it makes me feel better about everything that's been going on.
"I don't think your crazy" his voice is scratchy like mine.
"Then what's wrong with me Harry" my voice starts cutting out and the tears start falling.
"Nothing's wrong with you. You just need time. Please open the door I know your crying" I ignore his request and put my head on my knees.
"I'm never going to get out of this. I don't want to feel this anymore. I can't do it"
"Skyla yes you can I will help you. Please open the door. Don't do anything" he does think I'm crazy. He thinks I'm going to do something. The most I can do is open up these cuts again. See the blood seep out of my arm. I look down at my arm at the red line that goes straight down my arm then the one that goes across my wrist and then it comes to me. He wasn't there. It's all in my mind. I can control him. He's just a part of my brain that I created. I know I have. Because I remember getting told by my school counselor that he was just a creation. I stand up and listen to Harry's silent please behind the door. Slowly I unlock it and open it watching him scramble up and stare down at me.
"Skyla are you ok?" I nod and walk past him to the bedroom. I lay down and listen as he gets in the bed next to me. I turn around and get closer to him nudging my face into his chest. He wraps his arms around me and pulls closer. after a while of just sitting there he grabs my arm tracing around the cut.
"Why did you do it?" Even though I figured out he was a creation I couldn't find the reason to why I would do this to myself. I know it wasn't me. I watched as he cut my arm. I know for a fact he was a creation. Is a creation. But I also know for a fact I'm not the one who cut my arm.
"I didn't"
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I'm so sorry it's so short. I am. but my family is going through tough times and I'm caught in the middle so I dont know when I will update next. Ily
~Zara
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