Tumultuous--Alex and Piper Fanfiction

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Alex and Piper sat in the bathroom for a bit after fucking in the tight stall. Alex knew that she had to completely cut Piper out of her life before she started to feel anything. The last thing Alex wanted to do was hurt Piper but, Alex figured that stringing her along would hurt her more than cutting her off.

"I should probably go, my friend is waiting at the bar. She's probably wondering where I disappeared to." Piper announced.

"Tell her a hot brunettes fingers disappeared deep inside you." Alex winked.

Piper just laughed and walked out of the bathroom.

A part of Alex was happy that Piper walked in and got angry at her for being with another girl, but the other part of Alex was confused with herself because this was not like her. She didn't know what Piper was doing to her but she could not get rid of the blonde.

Piper walked back to the bar and saw Polly sitting, talking to the bartender, looking bored.

"Hey, sorry about that." Piper sat down beside her friend.

"Where the fuck were you? I've been waiting here for 30 minutes by myself. Why are you sweaty? Your hair is a mess." Polly continued on.

Piper giggled and debated if she should confess to Polly about her bathroom shenanigans.

"I just got lad..." Piper smirked and laughed after announcing this to her best friend.

"What?! Who? What's his name?" Polly asked all these questions.

"Alex." Piper blushed.

"Oh my God, details!?" Polly had a surprised look.

"Yeah I met her a while ago and she is seriously the most sexy, smartest woman." Piper went on about the hot brunette.

"Her?! What? So you're gay now?" Polly was confused.

"I'm not gay! I'm just...I really like her." Piper explained.

"She's probably just hot, and you're going through a weird phase.Give it time, you'll forget about her the minute a hot guy comes around." Polly didn't believe Piper's feelings.

Piper knew that she was falling for Alex and she had this preconceived idea that she could just fuck her with no feelings attached...but she has come to realize that wasn't the case. Piper didn't know what to do because she wanted Alex in her life but as more than just someone for Alex to fuck.

"I doubt it Polly." Piper knew she wouldn't get over Alex.

Piper and Polly headed home. Her and Polly parted ways and Polly walked home, and Piper walked to her apartment building. When Piper walked up the stairs to her floor, she saw Alex sitting outside her door.

"Alex?"

"Hey, just wondering if we could talk?" Alex asked.

"Of course, come on in." Piper unlocked the door.

Alex and Piper walked into Piper's place and Alex sat down on Piper's couch.

"Alright, basically I want to talk about us." Alex immediately announced.

"I want you Alex." Piper said firmly.

"I can't Piper. I'm going to hurt you." Alex ran her fingers through her hair.

"I'm already hurting not having you, so it can't be any worse than this." Piper was getting emotional.

"I think we shouldn't see each other anymore..." Alex stood up.

"No. No, no, no. You can't just leave." Piper grabbed Alex's wrist.

 "Piper, I can't give you want you want. I'm not one for romantic dates or passionate kissing in the rain, I can't hold your hand and whisper I love you's in your ear. I'm not going to talk about the future and plan on what our kids names will be, or how our wedding will go. I won't bring you home and let you meet my friends or family. We won't share our feelings and sob stories, or cuddle and watch movies. I'm not going to be a part of this fairy tale you have inside your naive head, and even if I was, it wouldn't be a happy ending." Alex ripped her arm from Piper's grip and left the apartment.  

Sorry for the late update again!! Busy busy, but I will try to attempt to update more often. Let me know what y'all think!