if i knew you needed someone
i would've been there
i would've stayed up with you
i would've sat on your porch steps in the rain with you
i would've fought for you
i would've broken my knuckles for you
i would've done anything
i still would
i still message you
i try to call you
i am brutally reminded every day
i am reminded every day that you're gone
and no one can turn back time
no one can bring you back
i wish i could
i want to tell you how important you were to me
i would tell you that your smile was contagious
i would tell you i loved it when you said hi
i would tell you that you made me smile
i would tell you that i was here if you needed me
but i was scared
i was a coward
and now you're gone
but these screams for you are in vain
as were your's for help
i am sorry
i failed you
i am sorry
just be happy
alright?
realizations are painful
every day constantly not seeing you
destroys my sanity when i think about it
