MOSES POV
I feel my blood boiling as I see her beautiful figure melt under Alex's touch and kiss. I wanted to jump over the table and slam his face against it. But I needed to be calm and steady keeping my hands balled into a fist taking a large bite from my burger.
After what seemed like forever I couldn't keep my eyes off Karma the way her face lit up when she laughed. How beautiful her smile was although it wasn't perfect it was to me. Her brown eyes happiness blanketing over them. Just that happiness wasn't from me. I feel Emily's nails slide against my arm grabbing it softly. Rolling my eyes I fake a big huge smile at her.
"Ready? You seem out of it cutie" she squeaks piercing my ears. Yuck.
"Yeah" I mock her voice laughing getting up pushing my seat back in the table.
Making our way outside I see Karma. God I didn't notice her choosing of clothes. She was beautiful. Pulling it off her wouldn't be bad... shaking my head immediately I chuckle at myself. I'm never like this it can't happen now, or can it? I hop in my car, Emily following sitting in the passenger.Parking in front of the house the party already started people on the lawn as usual. Music booming through the block. I sigh getting out Emily kissing my jaw line and neck as we walk.
"Mmm can you like fucking knock it off" I snap at her. Her face full with shock and I see Karma's face with shock as well seeing her immediately looking down. Just her. I don't drink so I sat with the whole group sitting listening to everyone's conversations. Boredom consumes me after a couple hours. Running my fingers through my hair frustratingly I look at Emily grabbing her hand. Something to get my mind off Karma. Pulling Emily through the crowd, upstairs and to the bathroom I slam my lips to hers. Alcohol lingering in her mouth it was hard not sweet. Seeing Emily's eyes filled with pleasure I smirk an evil smile laughing. I didn't feel any emotion toward her. It was just a fling. Emily's lips suck on the skin of my neck and I couldn't help my self.
"Karma" I whisper and Emily looks at me confused.
"What?" She asks clearly offended.
"I'm sorry "I laugh nervous rubbing the back of my head.
"Oh don't tell me you're thinking of that fat whale" she chokes out laughing. Fat whale?
"Fuck you and your whore mouth! She's not a whale! You're worse then her. You would be nothing if it wasn't for me!" I snap angrily making my way to my room leaving a stunned Emily in the bathroom. Slamming my door open I'm caught by surprise as I see Karma looking through my desk.
"Excuse you!" I snap still very angry. She jumps making me feel bad but I keep my expression serious and angry.
"I-I'm sorry I was just" she slurs. Oh. Drunk.
Pulling at my hair I sigh opening the door more.
"Get out" I say pointing out the door.
"Wh-what's your problem with me huh? I mean I've done absolutely nothing to you! And you think you can kiss me and expect me to melt under you! Well look here I'm not a doormat. I'm not Emily" she snaps. Then giggles. Wow was she crazy. She was right she's not Emily she was way more special to me, way more fragile... very different from all of us and I loved that.
"You're right you're not.." I whisper making my way in front of her. She backs up but her knees buckle on the bed almost falling but I press my hand on her back holding her up. Instantly her breathing begins to quicken, her pupils get bigger and I'm lost for words of how beautiful she is even when extremely drunk. I couldn't do this to her. I don't deserve her but I can't stay away from her at all. Rubbing my thumb softly on her cheek her expression softens, being more relaxed.
" I'm so sorry... let me show you that I'm not like anyone else" I plead these words escaping my lips not realizing what I actually was trying to say nor if I could be the one to keep these words. I couldn't let her go now and if she agrees with me right here, right now I won't plan on letting her go. No matter how much I fuck up.
My body aches as I wait for a response but she seemed frozen, stuck. My heart breaks and I back up.
"No" she whispers.
"What?" I question looking at her.
"Stay. Please" she begs looking down.
I smile taking a breathe nodding. Pulling her close to me resting her head against my chest I breathe in her scent, flowers. But I couldn't stop questioning myself over and over again....
Am I the one?
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One more night
Hayran KurguKarma is just an ordinary girl. She is very strong minded. Knows what she's going for. Until she gets into college and a special someone comes in her life and she doesn't have control anymore as much as she would like.