The Owl Loves The Fox [Vantoonz One Shots]

Let Me Just Love You

There was nothing special about the day or why Luke was just so happy. All he had was Evan. All he ever needed at this point. He loved Evan to death and would do anything to keep him happy and alive. Even if a few obstacles stuck out in their way, they always managed to get around them together. One thing Luke did for Evan today was make him food like every normal happy couple would do for one another. 

"Luke you seem quite alive today, Is there something I should know about?" Evan had yawned and leaned against the counter. "No, I wake up next to you every morning. That's plenty to get me through the week." He smiled and handed a plate of food to Evan. He gladly took it and sat at the kitchen table. "I know this pretty cheesy and always will be but I love you and I'm happy I get to do this every morning. I'm never gonna get sick of it." Luke grabbed the pans he had just dirtied and put them in the sink to wash after he was done eating as well. "Well don't say that now, down the road you'll get sick of it." Evan tried not to talk with a mouth full of food but it tended to happen anyways. "Honestly Evan..No, I don't think I will. I'm too happy to just give it all up so easily like that. I mean, with me being already a decade older than you, you gotta understand I cherish things more than you would now." Luke sighed a bit but eventually started eating.

"Babe..can we just cuddle later? I've got a lot on my mind and just wanna lay down with you." Evan soon finished his food and watched Luke. "Do you mind talking about it with me? Like venting..because I don't like it when you can't talk to me."

"I'm not trying to not talk to you but you're quite a busier person than I am..I dont really go anywhere." Evan seemed to be a bit sad mentioning it. "Evan. I always ask if you wanna go with me and you know what your responses are? 'Feels too weird to go out with you in daylight.' Now, I'm not trying to make things weird Evan, you're just not making the effort to move past your fear of being with me.. I'm not gonna hurt you and I definitely won't let anyone else point weirdly at you because it'll just piss me off and me being pissed off is an ugly sight to begin with but I just wanna protect you.. Just let me love You? Okay? I'm not trying to make you feel bad or anything..but be with me, not scared of people's reactions when you are with me." Luke stood up and picked Evan up as well, going to their room. He laid in bed with Evan and just held him. "Please Ev..don't be scared to be with me because then I'll be scared to touch you and love you or even be near you..and I dont want that."

"I just wish people would stop asking me to be with our best friend..I love Jonathan but as a friend..they dont understand I love you. They dont are that you make me happy and that, well, its making Jonathan very upset and sometimes he doesnt wanna talk to me. So I dont want to go outside in the fear of you getting laughed at or me being teased for loving you. I don't want to put you in a position you dont want to be Luke. I'm scared to talk to you sometimes because it's a terrifying sight when you're mad..and I dont ever wanna make you mad again." Evan laid his head on like a shoulder and almost started to cry. He was very emotional when it came to their relationship. While luke recalled the first time he got mad at Evan, he almost instantly began to regret his decisions and reasoning for why he was mad.

"Babe..forgive me..I just wanna make you happy. I'm so sorry I put this type of fear into you.. I just dont understand my own anger." Luke sighed. "Its fine. Can we get ice cream later?" Evan looked up at Luke, pouting a bit. Of course Luke couldn't say no when he pouted. "Yes we can Ev. I aint ever gonna say no to you." He smiled and kissed Evan afterwards. For now they just laid there together. Eventually taking a nap on one another but they were happy.