The Owl Loves The Fox [Vantoonz One Shots]

**I apologize for this**

I'm..I'm not okay guys.

Ive been very emotional lately about quite a few things and my writing and drawings have been reasons once again. Also work has stressed me out..dont like getting yelled at by my co-workers when all I'm trying to do is make sure one of them eats.

Ive been very lonely as well. I mean I do have some friends to talk to, and them there's a few of you who want to make sure I'm able to vent to you but I just don't know anymore. I'm stuck in this constant loop of am I good enough for these people and I dont deserve any of this.

I know it sounds like something you guys hear all the time from me but recently I got into a fight with my dad and shit went south. Cops were involved but I ended up okay. But its only starting to now take a toll on me after four days.

And its making me feel so unimportant and unnoticeable when thats not the case I'm just..confused. How am I suppose to make you guys happy if I can't even..look at myself and be happy for once I even found a job or I'm free from abuse..I dont..know.

Forgive me because I'm being a stupid emo pussy about this bullshit...I dont know what to do or how to take care of myself at this point. I'm sorry I cant stay a little happy for a few weeks in order to write your requests and reply to comments.

I wish I could do a better job at being a writer and artist. Though many of you dont give a shit about my art, just my writing anyways.. There's always that one small thought of giving it all up after I just got good.

I'm sorry.