It's weird, such a bad thing lead to what feels like something amazing.
Two years were taken from me, but with that I have many more great ones to come.
right now as I lay here in this hospital bed I feel as though my life is just starting.
I have my brother back, but most importantly I have someone who loves me and is going to be there for me. Ethan.
The broken him, I can fix. I'm in love with the Ethan I used to know, all I want is to be with him.
Seeing him the way he was yesterday, the smile plastered on his face makes my heart flutter.
Maybe I do love him?
I mean, when he looks at me it feels as though the world just stops, like he and I are the only people are left on earth.
Is that love?
I couldn't say that I loved him if I wasn't completely sure. I did the right thing by not telling him, right?
I just don't know. Maybe I do love him? Or maybe I just love the fact that he loves me. Either way, Ethan has a special part of my heart that nobody else could fill.
If that's what love is, then I am completely in love with Ethan Dolan.
So my life has never been better, everything seems so good. Great things are happening.
