Star crossed | Chanbaek - Baekyeol |

Missing you

     Chanyeol had forgotten he couldn't really dream, he only had nightmares that he didn't even remember. However that night, Baekhyuns spirit had crawled into his head and remind him for the millionth time how he had failed to treasure him.
    Was that it? Was the reason he had lost Baekhyun, was it because he didn't show his love enough? Did he place doubts in Baekhyun which cause him to feel like a burden?
   In his dream, he had been put in Baekhyuns place. He saw the way Baekhyun looked into the mirror. He felt the pain Baekhyun felt when he looked into the reflective glass, and then he heard the opening of a door. With that sound, Baekhyuns smile plastered on his face, he ran towards the door, where he himself stood taking off his shoes. Chanyeol felt the love Baekhyun had felt for himself, and god fucking damn it felt so real. Not once did he think he was in a dream, it felt so fucking real.
      Yet, Chanyeols eyes bolted open with a ring from his phone. Chanyeols eyes stayed opened, trying to grasp the fact that it was just a dream. Chanyeols squinted his eyes with the sun hitting his eyes and with the pain he felt. He wanted to cry, but he told himself that he couldn't cry about every little shitty thing that included Baekhyun.
    He raised one hand to clench his hair, and tilted his head to look towards the room Baekhyun was staying in.
     "What the fuck was I thinking?" He asked himself, hitting himself several times on the head. He was literally digging his grave, that for sure he was doing.
    But how the fuck was he supposed to avoid him? How the hell was he supposed to not give into the desires that were aching to be released.
   Chanyeol began to realize that he may be making it hard on Baekhyun. He knew very well that Baekhyun was trying to explain himself, but he really didn't want to hear it. Because if he did, he might have to accept the fact that their relationship had become broken because of him.
     Did he really love him, though? Did Baekhyun genuinely love him back then? If that was the case, he must have had a good reason for leaving. He wanted so badly to reconcile with Baekhyun, but both of them knew damn well that it would not be that easy. They were both at fault, and they would have to at least talk before they could suddenly decide that nothing had happened in the past.
      Chanyeol looked at his phone, and saw a message. Hyerin, a girl who had been messing around with him for a while. She was an idol, pretty famous at that too. They weren't anything serious, but they were close.
    - Want to go out and eat? :)
Chanyeol could really get out of the house, especially since he had slept from mid day to 5 a clock in the afternoon. There was no way he was going to sleep that night. He texted the reply and pushed through the sheets of his gigantic bed.
     He slipped into his shower and proceeded to take care of his business.

   Baekhyun opened his door very slightly and looked both ways before marking it clear, he ran into kitchen as quietly as possible. He was dying of thirst. He could care less for food, however he drank water like it was his life line, literally. He felt something soft run across his legs and almost screamed. He looked down to see a cat purr around his legs. Baekhyuns smile almost broke his face.
    "Lady!!" He exclaimed while scooping the cat up. He rubbed him against his cheeks and then looking at the cats eyes.
    " I can't believe that jerk is still taking care of you." Smiled Baekhyun,  however froze the minute he saw Chanyeol walk into the kitchen.
    Baekhyun tried to duck under the kitchen island, but he knew his childish attempts failed against Chanyeols eyes.
   " Come out" demanded Chanyeol, as he pulled out a jar of water from his fridge," I was being too harsh"
    Baekhyuns eyes widened as he let go Lady. Was Chanyeol apologizing? Baekhyun grabbed onto the edge of the island and peeked part of his head up until his eyes were able to see Chanyeol.
      Baekhyun sucked in his breath. Chanyeol looked so godly handsome. Was this some type of torture method? Chanyeol from head to toe, looked like he was about to star in the worlds hottest drama of the year.
    He was dressed in a dark blue fitted button dress shirt that was nicely ironed and tucked into his fitted slacks that reached just above his ankles. He had a nice, expensive looking watch on his wrist and his dark brown locks were pushed back , however the hair style didn't look too tight. He looked like a full fledge celebrity. Baekhyun bit his lip, internally screaming and demanding to know why it was legal to dress that way.
     "Are you done checking me out?" Asks Chanyeol as he poured himself a glass of water. Baekhyun pouted, knowing he had been caught in the act.
    "You're dressed very nicely. Where are you going?" Asked Baekhyun looking away.
    Chanyeols head was blaring those words around his head. He just said I looked nice. Those few words were driving his head insane, and he felt so mad at himself for craving Baekhyuns attention. But look at the way Baekhyun was looking at him! He was peeping through the top of counter, it was so fucking adorable. Chanyeol would be lying if he said he didn't want to seize the boy by the lips and forget everything that had happened.
   " Where do you think I'm going?" Asked Chanyeol with a smirk, and proceeded to drink the water. " The way he drank the water, just the simple way he had raised fhe glass up as the water ran down Chanyeols throat, Baekhyun felt so awkward at the fact that he enjoyed watched Chanyeol drink water. It made him even more thirsty, and he was dying to drink water now.
    " Are you going on a date?" Asked Baekhyun, never looking away from Chanyeol. He wanted to see his reaction to the sudden question, and what he got was a confident smirk from the giant.
     " Something like that" Confimed Chanyeol as he slowly advanced towards Baekhyun, who was now standing and backing up towards the counter. With a thud, he felt his body hit the edge of the counter, and next came Chanyeol, who put one of his hand on the counter and clenched the edge. Baekhyun felt partially trapped, and on the other hand felt extremely fazed.
    Chanyeol look down at the eyes of his prey, taking in all the beauty of those brown orbs. Chanyeol sucked in his breath as he felt his emotions get the better of him, and he literally had to bite his lips to keep him from attacking Baekhyuns lips. God how he wanted to forget everything, the present was the present and the past was the past and times have changed. He wanted to forgive him so badly, and he prayed to god Baekhyun had come up with a good excuse that would atleast be convincing enough to allow their relationship to restart.
    Chanyeol smirked," Why? Are you jealous?" Baekhyun coughed with his cheeks blaring the color of his blood, and looked away from Chanyeols captivating gaze. He really fucking loved to stare into his eyes all day for a guy who seemed to hate his guts, but it didnt do anything but excite him. If Chanyeol thought he was being intimidating, he was damn right, but it probably did not have the effect he wanted to have on Baekhyun.
     "Why do I need to be jealous? You can live your life the way you want to live it" scoffed Baekhyun, still looking to the side, avoiding that damned stare that was boring holes through his head. He felt his eyes roam around his face and heard him suck in his breath.
     " I need to talk to you once I get back, so dont go to sleep" demanded Chanyeol, and forced himself off of Baekhyun to leave. He took himself to the front door and put on his shoes at the door step. Baekhyun came running out of the kitchen and saw Chanyeol tying his shoe laces.
     " Its going to be cold today! Dont forget a sweater!" Baekhyun exclaimed. Chanyeols stare turned into a dark one as it looked lowly back at Baekhyun. Strand of his hair fell infront of his eyes, and they were glued to Baekhyuns, which were on the opposite side of the room. He keep their eyes in contact, even while putting on his coat, grabbing his keys and pushing through the door. The apartment door slammed shut and with a beep the electrical lock confirmed it being secured.  Baekhyun slid onto the couch and clenched his shirt on the location right above his heart.
     "That just happened?" He questioned himself. Could there be a remedy to their broken relationship. Was there actually a way to fix their terrible mistakes? Baekhyun was dying to feel and returns Chanyeols love. It had been years since he feel asleep in peace.