Star crossed | Chanbaek - Baekyeol |

Baekhyuns rage

Night had fallen and Chanyeol had yet to return to the hotel room. Baekhyun had spent his day surfing through Tv channels on the TV, taken a bath and drank a glass of the complimentary wine in the room. He moved the chess pieces of the set that was provided by himself, he was utterly bored. He did not know what to do. They weren't performing until the day after, so he simply sat in the room, confused as what to do with his spare time. He didn't have a phone, and he didn't know kyungsoo's phone or room number. He was almost helpless, until he decided to go down to the lobby.
He was met with a lot of interesting options, there was an indoor pool, an enormous gym a few meters away, and in the distance he saw the beautiful multilayered pool that was decorated to shine in the night. Ultimately, he decided to enter the indoor pool since it was over all abandoned. Everyone seemed to prefer the outdoor one, which left Baekhyun to enjoy a pool to himself. All it took was one trip back to his room and he returned with some pajama shorts in substitute to swimming trunks. He made his way into the cold water that soon turned warm as he adjusted to the temperature. He started swimming around, at times floating on his back and staring at the see-through ceiling.
What was he feeling? Nothing, and it surprised him. He wanted to be like this all the time, not caring of anybody or anything. He wanted to forgot, he wanted to run away from his problems. Maybe that's why he pushed Chanyeol away. Maybe he found it easiest to avoid the truth, maybe that way they didn't hurt each other anymore then they had already.
Baekhyun felt remorse for Chanyeol. He wanted to tell him, but Chanyeol was so intimidating. He demanded to know, he was aggressive with his words and Baekhyun was already reluctant to even speak to him. He felt extremely awkward, he didn't know how to explain himself to Chanyeol. What would happen if Chanyeol knew how depressed he was? How would he react to him explaining that Jongins contract involved him being tossed between different men for sex bribes. Would he look at Baekhyun the same? Would he repulse at the sight of his face?
Tears slipped through the sides of his eyes, and he shook his head. He was terrified of Chanyeols judgement. He cared so much about what Chanyeol thought that it was driving him crazy. It took a toll on his actions, his replies to the giant, his eye contact, hell he even let him fuck him because he thought Chanyeol was sexually frustrated. Did he ever sit down and think about his own feelings? Yeah he was sex needy at the time, and heavily horny after Chanyeols fluid touches and enticing gaze. But if he would have had reasonable judgement at that time, he would have said no; because he wouldn't have been in this deepening sorrow from watching him get it on with someone else if he had.
Baekhyun submerged himself under the water and reached the floor. He sat there holding breath, realizing the pain had returned. All it took was a few quick memories to trigger his sensitive depression. Baekhyun really loathed himself and how he reacted. He was so godamn tired of it. It was effecting his life heavily, he wished he wasn't such a nuisance to everyone around him.
His thoughts got cut off when he felt arms wrap around him and pull him out of the water. Baekhyun emerged from the eye-stinging, chlorine water and was thrusted onto the tile next to the pool. He began to hyperventilate, realizing his lack of oxygen. He blinked several times as he began to realize the person who was on top of him was a wet Chanyeol. He was saying some inaudible things to him, but as his breathing normalized his vision slowly became blurred and then came nothingness.

Chanyeol had noticed the smaller in the pool as he entered the lobby about to board the elevator. The room to the indoor pool had windows all around it, so it wasn't that hard to notice the handsomeness of Baekhyuns body. Chanyeol could identify his godly body from afar. He began to walk over to him as he watched him submerged into the pool. Chanyeol waited for him to resurface, only to witness 2 minutes had gone by and Baekhyun had yet to come up. Without thinking he jumped into the water and began to pull him out.
"Baekhyun !! What were you trying to do ?" He questioned Baekhyun, who seemed to have been holding his breath for a long time. He began to breathe heavily and his eyes were distant.
"Baekhyun, are you crazy, why would you try to drown yourself?" Chanyeol asked him, jumping to conclusions. Baekhyuns eyes wandered his face, and Chanyeol watched as Baekhyun completely passed out beneath him.