Star crossed | Chanbaek - Baekyeol |

Debut

He was tired, deprived, and angry. All he wanted was his past romance to flourish again; he wanted Baekhyun to love him again. Did Jongin not deserve his feelings to be acknowledged either?
Jongin had feelings too. Yes, he felt love, adoration, and hate. He was head over heels for Baekhyun. He cherished him with his entire being, and he loved him down to the core. He missed him so much, with a feeling of hurt when he remembered the hatred Baekhyun held in his eyes at the sight of him.
   Why did baekhyun hate him so much? 'Why am I the misunderstood one' Jongin would ask himself. Nothing pained him more than seeing Chanyeol and Baekhyun together. The gleam that sparkled in Baekhyuns eyes when they would set upon Chanyeols was far too recognizable. Jongin had seen the exact ones when they were together. Together as in friends, because Baekhyun never allowed them to officially date. He only regarded Jongin as a friend.
    He certainly wasn't a friend however, when he had Baekhyun pinned to a bed. Baekhyun never asked to stop, and Baekhyun enjoyed it even more than he did. Baekhyun asked for more, and he gladly gave it to him. However, deep down jongin knew he was at fault. For awakening the minors sexual appetite. He didnt know Baekhyun would like it so much, and he didn't realize how much he would crave for Baekhyun either. He just wanted to tease Baekhyun, so why did he let it go so far?
   So far that once Baekhyun wanted to leave him, he started using threats. He didnt want to lose Baekhyun. He never belonged to him, yet he wanted Baekhyun so badly. He wanted to protect what was his by any means necessary, even if it meant hurting Baekhyun.
    There were never any videos; Jongin made it all up. He just wanted Baekhyun to get away from Chanyeol. He even paid Taekim to come up with some bullshit excuse to drag him to America.
   Of course, Jongin had promised Baekhyun he would make him an idol. Thats how they met in the first place. Originally, Jongin was only going to scam Baekhyun so he could get a payment from Baekhyun, claiming he was a recruiter while using his fathers card. His father was the CEO of the company Baekhyun was currently signed to, but his dad was stingy with his money. Jongin wanted to be an idol himself, but his dad was adament on preventing that from happeneing. If things had gone according to plan, Jongin would have scammed two thousand dollars from Baekhyun and ran away from his shitty dad to become an idol himself.
   However, things didn't go according to plan, and Jongin fell in love with Baekhyun. He had fallen so hard, that he dropped his dream of ever becoming an idol and choose to make Baekhyuns a reality. And his dad agreed! He even let Jongin become his manager, so he could learn some responsibilty in the future. That is how the contract between Jongin and Baekhyun was formed.
    Sadly, Baekhyuns love didn't last forever. He didn't understand why suddenly Baekhyun didn't talk anymore or answer his calls. He didnt know where he lived and he disappeared out of no where. Jongin was abandoned without a single goodbye.
With his father demanding to know where his contractee had gone off to, Jongin set out to find his betrayer. He certainly didn't go to his own school, he would have noticed him if that were the case, so he looked at neighboring schools and eventually found him. To his surprise, he had a companion, and an even bigger surprise that he lived with him.
Jongin only felt furry. This nobody who had come out of nowhere was clenching Baekhyuns hand in his pocket and Baekhyun was sucking it up. It looked all too familiar to the once lovey-dovey scene he had played out with him not even a year before.
He had to separate them. Could you blame him? Could you blame Jongin for wanting to protect what was once his? Although Jongin admits that the root of their relation was twisted and unclear, Baekhyun had made it seem fine. How could he leave him without a single word, without telling him what he did wrong?
Jongin only did to Baekhyun what Baekhyun did to him. Rip him apart from his lover, unsuspecting of anything. Chanyeol was for sure tormented for years wondering what the hell he probably did; and Jongin enjoyed it; so much that he brought Baekhyun back to South Korea to see the look in Chanyeols eyes himself. The look grief and hate mixed eyes toward Baekhyun. That was exactly what he saw the day Baekhyun discovered Chanyeol would be collaborating with him.
What he didn't except was for Baekhyun to run off and live with bastard, however. It seemed that he had spoken with the director, and the director himself was in on the operation. He knew something, Baekhyun must have told him something to make it seem like Jongin was doing something wrong.
What he also didn't understand was how Chanyeol even let Baekhyun into his home. He clearly was not on good terms with him, so how did Baekhyun waltz himself into Chanyeols humble adobe? Jongin had asked himself for days until he built up the courage to go retrieve Baekhyun back, only to be met by Chanyeols dominating presence.
Suddenly Baekhyun couldn't speak ? Chanyeol seemed to be answering everything for him, it seemed as if they had gotten quite well in the few days Jongin let it slide. And despite Jongins attempts to speak to Baekhyun during work related events, he would be completely ignored. Jongin was tired of it, and all he wanted was to stop feeling even for a minute. He loathed caring for someone so much, yet receiving nothing in return.
Jongin had arrived early to the music show to be able to prep Baekhyun, however Baekhyun had yet to arrive. He wondered why the hell he was even his manager if he couldn't even get in touch with Baekhyun. It blew his mind, and matters only got worse when he finally showed up with Chanyeol right by his side.
Chanyeol never gave Jongin good looks, he knew very well Chanyeol despised him. Jongin was well aware that Baekhyuns feelings for Chanyeol had not once faltered, even when they were together in America. He never bulged, never succumbed under his pressure, staying completely loyal to Chanyeol. This pissed off Jongin more than he would have liked.
The thing is, however, Jongin had no idea what Chanyeols intentions were. He was obviously upset with Baekhyun, he doubted he would easily accept him back. Unless, of course, Baekhyun tried to convince him that he wasn't the bad one; furthermore, blame Jongin himself as the culprit of their tragic departing. Jongin had a love/hate relationship with Baekhyun, sometimes he would do things that really irked his nerves.
However, here was Chanyeol and Baekhyun in front of him, awfully close and their interactions yelled anything but distanced. They seemed rather close, Chanyeol messing with Baekhyuns hair as the makeup artist fixed his eyeliner. Baekhyun didn't seem to be doing anything back, however Chanyeol acted very initiative. He'd make an inaudible (from Jongins distance) remark to Baekhyun, and then shoot a smirk, only for Baekhyun to turn around flustered. The clock inside of Jongin was really ticking at this point.
There was one person, however, who managed to distract Jongins furry away from the idol love birds. The culprits name: Kyungsoo, Chanyeols manager. He claimed that he was the duos over all manager, and that Jongin wouldn't be needed anymore. Regardless, Jongin begged to differ and stayed, only to have the shorter nag at him while he gave Baekhyun a stare down.
This guy, Kyungsoo, had a way of actually frustrating Jongin. He told him he didn't need to be here, and would ask him what Jongin even did to "work".
" Look, you haven't even done anything regarding the duo. I'm the one who set up the entire comeback stage, contacted sponsors for the duos promotion, and set up their entire international tour. You don't really have much to do here anyway! Just wait until Baekhyun starts promoting solo again" demanded the shortie, his hair pulled back into a comma hair style.
Jongin was mostly ignoring the smaller, until he heard the word tour.
" The duo is going on a tour ? Since when?" Asked Jongin, placing his hands on kyungsoos shoulders and looking him in the eyes. Jongin, who had been in a heated mood all day, suddenly felt at ease, staring into this feisty smallers eyes. That's when he took in how incredibly gorgeous this guy was, his bubbly eyes unfitting of his strikingly aggressive attitude.
" Since I was contracted to manage the Duo, unlike you. They'll be going on tour through Asia in promotion for their first album in 5 days. But, of course you wouldn't know, because you're not apart of this project" replied Kyungsoo, as he forcefully removed Jongins hands from his shoulder.
Jongin continued to stare down at Kyungsoo, taking in all his features and assets one by one. Kyungsoo had completely captivated him, and those eyes were telling him something he wanted to know more about. Kyungsoos eyes, they were literal witch craft, because no matter how much Jongin tried to think of something else, those brown orbs were drilled into his head. Suddenly, it seemed Jongin had forgotten Baekhyun for a second. He tried to focus on Baekhyun, he watched him giggle with the stylist, and stand up and turn around for the dressing stylist. Yet, once Kyungsoo moved in to speak with Baekhyun, all eyes were directed to him. Jongin paid attention to kyungsoo so diligently, that he forced himself to look away and rubs his eyes.
'What the hell am I doing' he asked himself confusingly. He didn't understand what was happening, he only knew he had suddenly become almost infatuated with Kyungsoo; and the idea of that happening in the span of 30 minutes of meeting him was blowing his mind.
Jongin remained in the background, watching Baekhyun and Chanyeol getting their mics set and placed on their cheeks. Both walked out to the stage to position for their debut stage, and Jongin watched them from the television back stage. They were flawless on stage. Their interactions showed no signs of love and betrayal. They looked like normal bandmates who had a good relationship; something Jongin wished were true. However he knew the depths of their story, and the thought of them being in love only sparked his jealous driven obsession.
. . . .

Chanyeol and Baekhyun were told by kyungsoo to head straight home after their performance. To Baekhyuns surprise, however, Chanyeol simply dropped him off in front of their apartment complex and drove off.
Baekhyun didn't know the passcode to the apartment, since he never really left the house unless he was with Chanyeol. Baekhyun didn't want to lock the system, so he just slid down the door and sat there, in hopes that Chanyeol would return fast.
Not surprisingly, Chanyeol took far longer than Baekhyun had expected, and Baekhyun began to fall asleep. Chanyeol, on the other hand, had driven his way to a club he knew quite well. They were good with keeping his identity on the low, and the girls and guys who treated him were overall trustworthy. Most of them didn't really know who he was, simply because they didn't pay attention to the mainstream. There were two girls who he knew would give him a good time, something to control himself.
Yeah, no surprise, Chanyeol was in complete desperation for Baekhyun. He wanted his whole being for himself, he wanted Baekhyun to be his again, he wanted to claim Baekhyun, and he wanted to take Baekhyun right there in that kitchen, and he did. His high libido combined with his immense desire of Baekhyun himself was too much for Chanyeol to control. So much that he forced himself to come here.
He didn't want to do it again to Baekhyun, god knows what is going through Baekhyuns head right now. He probably thinks Chanyeol used him only for sex, but that is not the case. True, Chanyeol was deprived of his favorite hobby for longer than he had desired, however Baekhyuns middle name is sex appeal. All Baekhyun had to do was look at Chanyeol and both his heart and dick would throb. Chanyeol adored everything that Baekhyun was, and his careless act will most likely have Baekhyun overthinking again. Just when they were fixing their relationship too.
Chanyeol knew Baekhyun was sex deprived as well, that was apparent from the way Baekhyun didn't hesitate to let Chanyeol fuck him against the counter. Chanyeol, however, knew Baekhyun too damn well, he knew his emotional Baekhyunnie thought way too hard on things. Chanyeol could bet that Baekhyun was thinking he was a one night stand.
Chanyeol hated it! And he hated how at that very moment he still wanted to fuck the very being out of Baekhyun, fuck him till he's yelling the name of the person who owns him. He wanted Baekhyun to moan while he claimed him as his own.
Sadly, Chanyeol knew very well he was not in the state to do that again, so he would have to dilute his fantasies somewhere else, so he resorted to the usual hoes. Anyone but Baekhyun, He didn't want to cause him any harm.
However, the 'one drink only' plan didn't work out, and Chanyeol found himself nearly passed out in the back seat of his car. There were two people clinging on to him, and someone was driving his car. He was not in his right state of mind, and all he wanted to do was go home and see Baekhyun at least. Just that much would be fine.
He found himself at his door, with support from two objects (or people) on both sides. He seemed to walk pretty fine to say he was drunk, and he could have sworn he heard Baekhyun while he was entering his apartment. Chanyeol crashed onto the couch, and a body embraced him as he rested on the couch. They smelled like a strong fruity lotion, and Chanyeol could only pray it was Baekhyun. His vision was blurry, however he could make out the person was pale with dark hair, which only incited his hopes of it being Baekhyun.
He hugged the person, mumbling "Mine" before drifting off into the distant world of sleep. Chanyeol's dreams even consisted of Baekhyun.
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~ weird ending fight me. Also I'm so happy I finally wrote Jongin perspective. I've been meaning to ever since he was introduced LOL ~ D