Star crossed | Chanbaek - Baekyeol |

Apologies

Chanyeol found himself waiting outside the hotel itself for one car to pull up in particular. He was waiting for the bastard Jongin to pull up so he could give him a piece of his mind. Eventually a black Sedan stopped in front of the entrance and he watched as Kyungsoo helped a stumbling Jongin out of the car.
     Chanyeol was not thinking straight, he was hot headed and at his limit. He was tired of all the bullshit that had been thrown his way. His long legs rapidly helped him storm towards the pair, and he did not hesitate to punch him straight in the jaw, away from kyungsoo.
     Kyungsoo let Jongin fall out of his arms since the attack came as an abrupt surprise. He watched as Chanyeol climbed on top of Jongin and began to repeatedly try to smash Jongins head against the concrete. He ran to pull Chanyeol off of Jongin, who was screaming at the drunk manager.
      "How could you butcher my Baekhyuns innocence. How could you fucking break my Baekhyun!" He yelled through clenched teeth as he was pulled off by a nearby valet parker and Kyungsoo. Both of them were holding him back and Jongin looked up and tried to stand back up but failed.
        "WHAT the fuck were you thinking when you did that shit!" Chanyeol yelled, except Jongin answered back.
       "You think I'm not freaking out as well?!" Jongin yelled back except he slurred. By the looks of it he wasn't as drunk as he'd portrayed, cause he finally got back on to his feet and glared at Chanyeol.
      "I didn't know half the stuff he said. I-I want to kill my father right now. I want to choke all the bastards who did that... to him too!You have no idea how much guilt I'm feeling Chanyeol! Shut up!" Jongin yelled swaying a little as he tried to walk towards Chanyeol. Chanyeol was now being held down by security who was escorting him inside and Kyungsoo took care of Jongin.
           Chanyeol took a while to convince the security he was no longer a threat. Kyungsoo confirmed on Jongins behave that the situation wouldn't escalate and eventually the security let them go. They parted ways and Chanyeol stumbled his way back to his room not once regretting it, even though the hands he had been preserving so well were now bruised before a performance.

       Baekhyun sat on the railing of the balcony of their hotel room. His feet dangled in the air above hundreds of cars that were passing through the busy intersection below him. His swollen, blood shot eyes were lost in a trance.
    How did he find himself in such a horrific state? He awoke to a dark room with no sign of Chanyeol to be seen. His mind immediately flew to what had happened, and before he could fully remember his eyes had already began spilling tears yet again. Of course Chanyeol wouldn't be here, especially after he had found out what kind of freak he was. He must have been disgusted at the fact he had ever loved him. Baekhyun choked on his tears, his sobbing caused his heart to clench and squeeze out all the emotions inside of his body. Emotions he was awfully tired of. Before he knew it he had found himself sitting on the rail, he could at any moment push himself off and end it all.  [TW]
        Could this finally be it? Could he finally get it over with? Could the sweet satisfaction of eternal darkness finally come today? Baekhyun almost rejoiced, knowing his feelings would soon end the minute he touch the floor. This thought was almost just enough to be the driving factor for him to do it, until he felt an arm wrap around his waist and pull him back on to the balcony. He was flipped over by the person who was now Chanyeol and his eyes screamed terrified.
        "Baekhyun what the actual fuck!" He yelled for the millionth time it seemed. He was yelling an unbelievable lot that day, and this situation was only worsening it. When he walked in and realized what Baekhyun was doing he panicked. He didn't want to yell or get Baekhyuns attention because if he scared him he might just fall. But he was scared that it he grabbed him by surprised he would fumble out of his arms and it would also be Chanyeols fault. Chanyeols eyes began to water as he realized how lucky he was that Baekhyun didn't fall.
"I told you to never leave me! I begged you to never do it! But then you leave me for Jongin and now you try to leave permanently?!Do you enjoy torturing me?" He yelled at Baekhyun, choking up a sob. Baekhyun slowly backed up into the room, where his back eventually hit the foot board of the bed. Chanyeol had his hands clenched on Baekhyuns collar and was on top of Baekhyun. Baekhyuns eyes broke its trance and they spilled tears. Chanyeol was crying, and for him; his eyes almost didn't believe it. He watched as Chanyeol sobbed as well, and he listened to all his frustrations.
"Do you like seeing me like this? All I wanted was for you to open up to me because I fucking loved you Baekhyun" he yelled Baekhyun who was covering his mouth as his eyes squeezed out their tears. A loud sob came from Baekhyun at Chanyeols confession, and Chanyeols hands buried themselves into Baekhyun hair, clenching them slightly.
"Do you hear me? I said I loved you! I still do, I always fucking have, you made it impossible for me to forget you! From elementary all the way till now, you managed to drill your existence into my every thought. How could you think of leaving m-me forever!" Cried Chanyeol as he buried his face into Baekhyuns neck.
" God damn it I love you so much" Chanyeol sobbed as he embraced Baekhyun, and Baekhyun began to cry like a baby. His loud crying was enough to make Chanyeol look up at the smaller, who attacked Chanyeol in an embrace, knocking Chanyeol over.
Baekhyun, who was now on top of Chanyeol, cupped Chanyeols face and were nose to nose. Baekhyun was staring into Chanyeols eyes, not believing what he had just heard.
" C-Chanyeol," Baekhyun tried to speak back, but he soon realized he was shaking, and his heart beat had picked up. The butterflies  in his stomach were racing and he realized for the first time in such a long time he was excited. Truly excited, he started crying tears of joy. Chanyeol sat up and clenched the hands Baekhyun had on his cheeks.
"I mean it. This is real, I can promise you" he whispered softly and without hesitation his lips seized Baekhyuns. Baekhyun felt an absolute surge of euphoria. Baekhyun had found happiness in less then a few minutes between when he had felt the absolute lowest in his life. His arms snakes around Chanyeols neck and clenched his hair. However, Baekhyun parted from Chanyeol, still in the locked formed they were in.
"Are you sure you do?" Baekhyun questioned once more. Chanyeols swollen eyes saddened as he realized how broken Baekhyun was. He was still doubting in their shared moment, which gave Chanyeol insight on how depressed he must have been. Chanyeol hugged Baekhyun deeply and whispered into his ear.
" Ive known for years. It seems like every year that passes by the more you become irresistible to me" He confessed as he picked up Baekhyun and carried him to the bed. Chanyeol settled them into the bed in the dark room and gazed into Baekhyuns eyes.
" I never ever stopped loving you Chanyeol" Baekhyun declares as he squeezed the last of his tears out, wrapping his arms around Chanyeols neck and pulling him into an embrace. Chanyeol slowly closed his eyes and breathed in Baekhyuns scent. Words couldn't describe how much he missed Baekhyuns embrace, and Baekhyuns hands played with Chanyeols hair as they found themselves wrapped around each other's existence.
             "Im so sorry Chanyeol" Baekhyun apologized, and Chanyeol broke their embrace to cup Baekhyuns face and kiss him again.
          "Im sorry for causing you so much-" started Baekhyun, but he was interrupted by another kiss.
        "No Baekhyun, you didn't do anything wrong. I'm sorry for not being there for you. I let myself hate you. I despised you and the thought of it makes me feel sick." Chanyeol interrupted, gazing into Baekhyuns eyes.
         "Baekhyun, promise me you'll tell me everything from now on. I want you to trust me fully, and I'll do the same unconditionally" Chanyeol added, begging with his eyes. Baekhyuns eyes sparkled as he took hold of Chanyeols lips and kissed him firmly.
        "I promise Chanyeol. But can you promise me something as well?" Baekhyun Asked, grabbing Chanyeols hands and interlacing their fingers.
       " Of course" Chanyeol smiled, awaiting for Baekhyun request.
        " Promise me you'll never leave, so that I can do the same. I don't want to leave you" he answered, embracing Chanyeol. He didn't want to go through the pain they had gone through when he left Chanyeol again. He didn't want to be separated from Chanyeol, he knew for certain there would not be another like Chanyeol.
          "I promise Baekhyun. I'm yours" Chanyeol reminded, " I'm all yours".

      Kyungsoo has been sitting next to Jongin who had taken a cold shower and was now dried off in pajamas. Kyungsoo had explained in full detail what Baekhyun had gone through because of Jongin. Jongin laid on the bed with his hands covering his eyes, tears seeping through the sides.
      " I let all this happen. It's my fault. I made Baekhyun completely miserable" he cried, blaming himself. Kyungsoo wanted to cheer him up, but he knew Jongin should feel guilty. But there was an odd feeling of remorse in him. He had an odd urge to embrace Jongin. He wanted to reassure him that he wasn't bad.
       "How did you not notice what was going on? Weren't you his manager? You even sleep with him yourself!" Reminded Kyungsoo as Jongin sat up next to him.
       "I sleep with him because I thought he wanted to! I know I was being pushy, we did it one time but it felt so good. I asked him multiple times and he never disagreed but I always knew something was off about it" Jongin sighed, knowing he did not sound innocent. But Jongin really hadn't known. He thought it was consensual, but he never thought about why Baekhyun was so quick to accept. They were never in a relationship.
      "How did you not notice? If it was consensual I'm pretty sure Baekhyun would have at least looked like he was having a good time. Are you that self centered you didn't even notice your partner wasn't enjoying themselves while you were fucking?" Kyungsoo scoffed while watching Jongins eyes widen.
      "How do you even know he didn't enjoy it?" Jongin questioned, which Kyungsoo immediately translated to insecureness.
       "He hates you Jongin that's why! It's not because your bad at sex it's because he didn't want to do it" Kyungsoo re-clarified.
      " So you're saying I'm good at sex? Did he also tell you that while telling you he hated me?" Jongin smirked, looking into the smallers big eyes. A blush erupted on to Kyungsoos cheeks.
      "Do you hear yourself? You're focusing on sex rather than Baekhyun, are you insane?" Kyungsoo replied, crawling away from Jongin as he began to advance on him.
      "Kyungsoo, I care about Baekhyun, I really do it's just there's someone else whose caught my eye recently and I honestly wouldn't mind getting over Baekhyun with someone else" Jongin commented, with Kyungsoos back against the head board of the bed now.
      "What are you trying to say?" Kyungsoo Asked, tilting his head away from Jongin as he got to closer.
     "Im saying I've acknowledged defeat with Baekhyun, but I still have feelings for him. But I have some feelings for you that are stronger, and if your willing maybe you could help me" he asked Kyungsoo whose heart was racing.
     "You? Feelings for me ? Nonsense" scoffed Kyungsoo, his mind racing with thoughts. He'd be in great denial if he admitted he didn't like the idea. He was ecstatic with the idea, except his brain was yelling at him, telling him Jongin was lying. He didn't want to believe this proven liar, but he didn't understand why Jongin would want to lie to him.
      "Kyungsoo, Im serious, there's something about you that intrigues me and I'm willing to bet that you feel the same." Jongin replies in a serious tone, his eyes roaming Kyungsoos, which grabbed his attention. Kyungsoo saw something in his eyes, and his gut was telling him it was sincerity.
       "Your delusio-" Kyungsoo began before he was interrupted by Jongins kiss. Jongin closed his eyes until he was pushed away by Kyungsoo.
       "But Baekhyun!" He whispered to Jongin harshly, while Jongin dived in for another kiss.
      "Baekhyun has Chanyeol" Jongin replied, placing his hands on Kyungsoos cheeks, fascinated by the way Kyungsoo made him feel. Both of them found each other's kisses addictive, not being able to break apart. They kissed fiercely as Kyungsoo himself began to rip off their clothes. Kyungsoo quickly found out not only did he like Jongin, but that Jongins affection was toxic and it made kyungsoo so things he wouldn't have thought of. He was about to lose his virginity to a sociopath and his sexual appetite was yelling. What was Jongin doing to him? How was he trained so well in seducing that Kyungsoo was now succumbing to his touches? Kyungsoo just prayed that he wouldn't regret it in the morning.
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As always, I'm terrible at ending Chapters. I hope you guys enjoy it :0 more soft scenes coming up I promise. This story will probs end in two or three more chapters -D