Mystic ( Light Descendant )

Chapter 15 - ( Nosy )

Rille's POV

Tatlong araw na ang naka lipas mag mula nung magsimula kami ni Mitch sa pag eensayo na kami lang,minsan nga nagagawa ng magtaka ni Clyde at Patrick,pero dahil sa ayaw pa naming ipaalam sa kanila nagagawa na rin naming magsinungaling.I know I shouldn't be doing this cause they're my friend,but I cant help to think about making a choice.. about my exposure or them?..and their disappointment?...argh!.I know this might make me sound like an idiot person but I hope I could just be normal I mean be what people thought of me before,I know Ironic,but making my friends look like naive..only makes me feel bad!.

Napa balik ako sa realidad nang biglang sumigaw ang kasama ko,which is Mitch by the way,lagi na lang kami nagsasama dahil sa training even Suzy got upset when she knew about Mitch's plan cause she knew that..that would be the cause of our lack of friend bonding,alam kong dapat maintindihan niya rin kong bakit namin to ginanagawa dahil sa kaming tatlo pa lang ang nakaka alam ng identity ko pero di ko maiwasang maawa kay Suzy dahil pati bonding namin sinasakripisyo niya.

"Rille!..ano ba?...nakikinig ka ba?."tanong niya habang naka hawak sa pictures ng mga pawn ng bawat class,yun kasi ang pinagkaka abalahan namin ngayon para rin daw sa darating na tournament,just like what she said I have to know my opponent to also know their weakness.

"Opo maam Mitch!..nakikinig po ako this is Pippi Stewart from Class H. She's a ventriloquist but instead of controlling a doll she can control a person  but when she only touches you!."walang gana kong sagot,eh!.. seriously?..sino ba ang magkakagana pa kung lahat ng to paulit-ulit na naming pina-practice the whole day.And besides pawn 1 lang naman ng every class ang makaka laban ko kasi isa lang rin naman ako sa class namin.

"Come on Rille stop being so childish we need to fi--"hindi ko na siya pinatapos at tumayo na ako para sana maka alis ng room,nang bigla siyang mag tanong."Where are you going?."tanong niya habang naka hawak sa kamay ko para pigilan ako.

"Im getting out of this room!."simpleng sagot ko.Pero tinaasan niya lang ako ng kilay.

"What?..no we're gonna finish this now!."Sambit niya habang naka turo sa litratong hawak niya.

"No!..im taking a break!."Sambit ko lalabas na sana ako pero narinig ko ang pag tunog ng upuan hudyat na tumayo siya at akmang pipigilan sana ako at may sasabihan nang bigla akong humarap  sakanya.

"Oh!..come on Mitch!..I need a break we've been doing this for like five hours!.. isn't that enough?!."sambit ko.

"Let me correct you with that!..its six hours!."argh!.. whatever​.

"Well that's the point we were too busy doing this whole thing over and over that I didn't even notice the time,and dont you think I need a break?!."sambit ko.

"So what?..your just gonna give up?...look Rille!..Im doing this not for me but for you and for the world you're about to enter!...so if you're tired by just doing such simple things!.. then we could just stop this!."sambit niya.

"No its not like that!..its just that!...its just that we're too busy doing this and doing that we forgot about those people outside waiting for us,waiting for when we're ready to face them and stop this whole lie!."

"So?..what are you saying that you're tired of hiding?..wow!..how Ironic isn't​ it?...ikaw pa tong gustong itago ang identity mo pero ikaw rin pala ang susuko at gustong itigil to!... well then fine,you can go to those people who are waiting for you to act childish again and have fun like your reputation is not on the line!...but remember this your Eminence when things get out of hand dont come bother to blame me!."and with that she left the room banging the door!...naiwan na lang ako dito habang naka tayo at naka harap sa table.What have I done?...I pushed the only person who was willing to help me away!..I pushed Mitch away just because I cant help my guilt!..guilt about me lying to those people who are also important to me..pero di ko rin namalayan na tinulak ko palayo pati si Mitch isa rin sa mga taong tinuturing kong importante sakin dahil sa tulong na nagawa niya sakin.