I have never been filed with so much. Not only I am filled with passion, excitement and happiness but I also feel stressed as well. I feel guilty that I have the job that I have. I love my fans, I truly do, but I know that Kaya is scared of the army that follows me. I feel guilty I have to leave her so often. I know we are making things work though. We take it day by day. I don't look into the past too much because yes it has made me who I am but it's in the past. Every day we learn more about each other and appreciate each other every day.I think that what it takes, each day at a time.Watching her be so comfortable in my home, warms me up.
Kaya is so pure, she is my light.
Kaya's POV
I can feel us growing together each day. Even though in the time he's away we might grow apart. It scares me more and more each day that goes by that our time together slowly comes to an end.
Tomorrow is the last day of class before reading week. We are trying to spend as much time together during the week 1 week I have off school. And on Monday Shawn leaves for his world tour. He's headed to Europe and we will see each other again in the summer.
Luckily on Fridays, I only had class from 4-8. So Shawn and I were planning on spending the whole day together.
The Next Day
I was sleeping as I normally am. I hear some quiet voices from the distance not thinking of it. All of a sudden I feel a heavy impact hit the bed next to me causing my bed to shake. I scrunch my face and squint as I try to open my eyes. Laying next to me, a pair of beautiful hazel eyes staring up at me. The sunlight from the window was hitting them so perfectly, they were gleaming.
"Good morning beautiful" he whispered to me as he looked down at me.
I groan because I hate waking up but waking up to him I could get used too. He releases a soft smile at my response.
"Get in here, snuggle," I say half awake and demanding.
His warm body presses against mine as he joins me under the covers. His arms wrapped around me is a feeling that will never get old. It feels as new and reassuring as the first time he wrapped his arm around me. I wiggle my head into his chest and we begin to breathe in sync falling asleep to the beat of his heart. This feeling will never feel old.
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I was wearing just a big t-shirt because it's starting to get a bit hot in Canada. I roll over and don't see a tall man next to me. I sit up in confusion.I scrunch my eyes as I look around.
"Babe," I say groaning, searching for him as I rub my eyes.
I wobble toward to the kitchen. And see my beautifully sculpted boyfriend standing in front of the coffee maker.
"Good morning beautiful" As he turns to face me leaning against the kitchen counter.
"I have this strange feeling of deja vu." I say winking at him.
