Poetry of the Heart

Heart-breaker

I promised I wouldn't break it,

somehow I couldn't save it.

All I do is hurt

When I try to heal.

Things start out fine,

He said its no big deal. 

Maybe she was right,

Maybe I should end it.

Look at what I've done

I wont pretend it didn't happen.

He might notice

And smile at the notification:

I'm sorry, I'm gone

No need to cry,

Life caught up,

And I died

To think I hurt you,

To think I wouldn't,

Lies of my soul I thought I could keep.

I tried not to hurt you, 

I did truly. But 

I'm sorry I failed like always. 

Twenty marks in my skin forever to remind me.

I've punished myself,

Forgive me?