Unknown Child

part 11.4

Michaela P.O.V.

Krissy followed me to my room with the rest of my things. When I opened my door i realized my once empty roommate bed was now occupied by my bestfriend Sam.

"Sam!" I yelled ripping everything attacking her onto the bed. We hugged for a minute until I let her up.

"What are you doing here?" I asked her.

"Well for one, you never said goodbye. Now you know that was not going to fly. But after a lot of ppl leading I convinced my parents that me and you cannot be separated any longer. So this is our room roommate." She said.

"I can't believe you are here bestie."

"Well believe it baby. Oh where are my manners. How you doing Krissy?" She asked Krissy going over to hug her.

"I'm better that I know that my baby sister don't be alone here." She said.

"Oh yeah you know I got her back we like two peas in a pod." She told Krissy.

"Well I guess I should go check on mama, make sure no one got lost." She said before leaving the room.

"So your mom is here?" Sam questioned me and pulled me on to the bed.

"Yep. She they call me down a hour ago saying to come down. She only brought my luggage and my Auntie and Grandma Cissy to go along with it." I said.

"Wow. She is really taking it hard." Sam said.

"I don't really care how hard she is taking it. I think she needs to just deal with it. I've been dealing with more than I let on and I'm finally doing something about it. I don't know why she can't just see that." I told Sam.

"She is your mom, this is another reason I'm glad I came. I didn't get to tell you my spin on the whole thing." She said.

"Which is?"I asked.

"To try to understand where she is coming from. Not only did she lose your dad, she feels she is losing you too. You moving away and being more distance to her then when your dad was around. I love you girl but you have to try to understand from your mom's point of view." She said.

"I hear you but I'm just not ready." I told her.

"Well as long as you try at some point that's all anyone can ask for." She said. I shrugged my shoulders then there was a knock on the door.

"Come in." We both answered at the same time. Then laughed at ourselves.

"Look who I bumped into in the hallway." Sam's mom said coming in with my family.

"We really were just making sure she got her clothes Erica." My mom said to Sam's mom.

"Nonsense. Why don't we all go out to dinner as a farewell see you later for the girls." She said.

"I'd like that mom." Sam said.

"What about you Mya?" She asked me.

"I'd like to do anything else." I said crossing my arms in front of me.

"What a great idea. Let's go girls." Grandma Cissy said giving me a glare.

So I guess no one cares that I don't want to go I thought. We all walked out of the door room together following Sam's mom. Dinner was quiet really the only people that really engaged in a conversation was Sam's mom and my grandma Cissy of course.

At the end of the dinner Sam decided to stay with her mom on her last night here. Grandma Cissy had Auntie Pat take her home to their hotel earlier. My mom decided she wanted to walk me to my dorm and talk along the way.

"I've missed you at home." She started.

"You barely was home when I was so let's not mommy." I told her. I heard her exhale.

"I really am sorry if I hurt your feelings." She said.

"If mommy, let's be correct. You didn't just hurt my feelings. It hurt to hear I was a mistake that should never have seen the light of day. That's what hurt mommy. Then I hear the whole time I was with daddy you still abused drugs. Mommy I felt you didn't want me around when I was younger. You were always off with Uncle Bobby and Krissy doing anything else but have me. You were honestly a lousy parent mommy. Thanks for walking me to my room have a goodnight." I said then unlocked my door and closed it in her face.