Michaela A few days later my mom thought it would be best if I moved in with her for now but in the meantime I've been staying with my grandmother Katherine in Encino with my brothers and sister. My dad basically said who he wanted my siblings and I to stay with. Which was my grandmother but my mom has other plans when it comes to that.
My family is having a memorial for my dad. They haven't asked me or my brothers and sister if we want to go, but with me being the oldest I know all they really want is to finally display us to the public. The memorial is in four days. I've have been going to fittings and heard meetings happening when I'm only a few feet away and have yet to say something about it.
My brothers and sister and I are in the bedroom upstairs in my grandmother's home.
"Okay guys let's talk." I told them.
"About what?" Prince asked.
"Us."I said.
"What about us?" Paris asked.
"Im moving soon." I told them.
"Moving where?" Blanket asked.
"Im have to move in with my mom." I started and their faces turned looking upset Paris and Blanket building tears in their eyes.
"Hey don't look sad. No matter where I go I always with you. You know where?" I asked.
"In our hearts." Paris said as her tears fell.
"Yes. And I'm just a phone call away. I'm still going to see you guys. We still brothers and sister just because daddy is not with us we still family. Imma be there for you guys all the time and whenever else you need me." I told them.
"Why can't we just stay together like a family?" Blanket asked.
"Because all families don't stay together all the time. We have a special family. Right sis?" Prince asked.
"Prince is right and when I'm not here Prince is in charge. I'm going to miss being with you guys everyday." I said. Blanket came and sat in my lap hugging me.
"But you going to miss me the most? Right big sister?" Blanket asked. I laughed.
"Not really stinky your feet can smell up the room." Paris said.
"Hey thats not nice Paris. Apolgize." I told her.
"I'm sorry... your feet smell up the room Blanket." She said. She hopped up and Blanket went to chase her.
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"So what about dad's memorial in four days. You telling us bye now like you leaving right away. Will you come to the memorial too?" Prince asked me.
"Honestly I'm not to sure on that. If I come to the memorial to sit in the front row beside you guys it will take attention off daddy and I don't want that. I will put us all in the spotlight again when we should be staying away from it." I told him.
