tell me truthfully,
why do you have the urge to know me?
what is it,
that makes me seem any different from others?
not to say i'm not different,
but when you don't truly know me,
what is that makes people want to?
be honest,
even if it's only for friends or other selfish needs you may yearn to be filled.
i cannot be mad at that,
though i suppose it sounds horrendous,
i would understand.
i have yet to decipher why people find me interesting,
why people wish to hear me,
yearn to learn more about me.
acquaintances i barely know,
as they know so little of me.
but the words "love you" flow out of their mouths,
to me,
do they mean it?
i cannot possibly be loved by those whom don't know me,
they are only fascinated,
and i'm left to ponder why?
why is it me,
these people wish to know?
what about me,
do they wish to find out?
and why?
why do they want to know of things i have done and been through?
s.d.
