as i have mentioned, i visualize the end from the beginning of nearly anything and everything. yet somehow i didn't see the end between you and i. somehow i didn't visualize us never not being us. all for no good reason, nothing in which i can explain at least.
why did a boy all of a sudden make me not think of the end with him? an unfamiliar storyline written subconsciously, i was unaware. i did not take notice in the fact i had yet to daydream about the end, and instead i daydreamed of the future. with you.
a slight shift of conversation has seemingly left us here. now i see the end, something in which i have never not been prepared for. but now i am.
s.d.
