Dear Bully, I Am Not A Toy

Log 3

I don't know what triggered actually means, but I'm just gonna say this. THERE IS SWEARING AND A REAL NAME PLEASE DON'T KILL MEH

Dear Bully,

I hope your happy.
I hope your fucking happy.
I hope your fucking proud of me.

I hope you die.
I hope you suffocate,
Or drown,
Or hallucinate,
Or burn,

Or bleed,
Please be bleed.
Please be bleeding in front of me right now.
Please be bleeding right where you desired to be an assswipe.
Please be bleeding right where we stand.

Duke, is my hero. He saved me from the ashes of a fire you caused in my heart. He saved me from your hands choking me when I wished to speak in class. He saved me when your death glares pierced into my bright pink cheeks.

He has always saved me.
He has always helped me.
He has always loved me.
He has always cared.
Unlike you.

Duke and I have been friends since, what, first grade? He made me feel at home when he offered me to join his game. He made me feel at home because other pricks like you wouldn't accept me for who I am.

He accepted me, and so did his friends, and he himself accepted me for my short brown hair, my dull brown eyes, my funny looking cloths, and my weak heart. He accepted me for being what you call 'out of trend' and 'ugly', for your opinion is crap in his.

He accepted me because he didn't look at my skin, he didn't leave when I said 'I'm shy.' HE DIDN'T LEAVE WHEN I SHOWED HIM MY FLAWS!! When I showed him my....flaws...

Well, thanks a lot jerk, now I'm crying because you ruined the moment, again. I just want to live my old happy life. Wait, I never had a happy life, because jerks like you keep RUINING IT!!!

I'm not sorry for swearing, I'm only sorry for you because your a puppet, while I, am a falling angel. I've fallen into Dukes hands, and he loves my flaws. He loves my hair, he loves me on the inside and out.

Learn to be someone who isn't a copy cat
-Mo
P.S. The tears are still in my eyes, so you won. I'm taking out my anger on myself because I can't hurt you.