Tennessee Wraith Chaser Love Story

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I stood in the bathroom for a few minutes looking my head hurt well it was throbbing
I came out of the bathroom Porter was waiting on me
He walked with me back to the bed
Climb in he said
So I did , he covered me up
What do you remember he asked
Not much I remember being in the room then Chris asking me if I was alright then someone carrying me next thing I know I'm in this bed in a hospital
Well there is more than that he said
Okay tell me
Well you were attacked Andy was the one that saw the whole thing he said it was as if it lifted you up off the ground and tossed you into the door frame
He screamed , Chris and Doogie came back
Chris asked were you okay you said you couldn't see it was blurry
He got you to sit down , you passed out
Doogie hollered over the mic that you were attacked and that you need medical attention so all of us took off to the floor
I got up there Chris had you head in lap talking to you telling you almost demanding you wake up
The medics got up there , they assessed you got you loaded on the backboard Chasey, Doogie, One Medic and Mike carried you out
I could hear the fear and how upset he was in his voice
I'm sorry I said
Honey you have no reason to be sorry it could have happened to anyone of us , But there is one thing that you need to know
What
I don't know how to tell you this
What Porter I got scared he had a different look on his face that I couldn't read
Um I know you noticed when you went to the bathroom you are bleeding down there
Yeah I guess my period is coming early
It's not your period honey
What do you mean
Um god this hard you had a miscarriage you were pregnant
OH GOD I screamed
I busted into tears no no no I kept yelling
Oh Honey I'm so sorry
But I can't get pregnant I said through the tears
You did the DR said you are only 6 weeks along
They did a D&C on you last night
I just stared at the wall
How why
I didn't know I said
I know you didn't I would have never let you in if we had known
Mallory came back in and asked did I need anything
My baby back.
Oh sweetheart Porter climbed in the bed with me and just held me we both cried
I fell asleep in his arms my heart was broke but I had him .

The guys had woke up when we were talking about losing the baby they never said a word
Just let us have our time
I stayed the night at the hospital
I told the guys to go back in and get what ever was in there out I would be fine I wasn't going anywhere and I expect them to finish the job
They argued with me but I won I needed this
I got a text message that they were going in and that he loved me and would be there in the morning.
He was there in the morning when I woke up so was everyone else
I smiled at that I went and check my social Media and Porter had put a picture of me in the bed
Tonight we suffered a loss that we didn't even know was happening Allie suffered a Miscarriage we would appreciate prayers for us as we grieve the loss of our little one Mama and Daddy love you #porterangel #flyhighmysweetangel
Oh my the responses they made me cry
I responded to Porter with I love you Scott Porter with all my heart you are my rock my soulmate
I put my phone down and climbed out of the bed to go use the restroom I made it half way to it and I heard a tired voice say you alright Allie
I turned my head it was Doogie I guess I woke him up
Yeah just heading to the bathroom again
Okay , just so you will know we brought your suitcase so you have all of your stuff for s shower
Oh god that sounds so nice  to do
Doogie got up and rolled it to me here go shower , he kissed my forehead and said love u Allie cat
Awe love u too Doogster
I went into the bathroom and took a long hot shower
I was sore from the D&C felt like I had done a million crunches and someone had punched me in the gut
Letting the water wash away the tears that started to fall
I didn't want to cry again I have been crying so much
Even though I had slept I felt exhausted
Finishing up the shower there was a knock on the door
Allie you in there
Yeah
You alright
I guess
Do you need any help
No
Okay well everyone is up
Okay I'll be out in a few I have to get dressed oh can you ask the nurse to come here
Yes I can
A few moments later there was a knock
Allie
Yes
It's Me Nurse Avery
Hey come on in
She opens the door a little to peak in
Then comes in
She looked at me and gave a little giggle
I smiled and said can you help
Sure can
She helped me fix my mess of hair standing up was making me feel weak to which they said for the first three days I would feel like that and I couldn't do my hair
She brushed it and then took it and braided it in one long braid to keep it out of my face
I love having someone play with my hair

Late that afternoon we all left the hospital and took the drive back to the airport then flew home it was a really quite time
I wasn't the best person to be around the guys were great though during the drive to the airport they had me laughing and smiling
When we got to the airport I was never left alone someone was always with me
The flight home I was sitting in between Porter and Doogie I fell asleep with my head on Doogies shoulder and was holding Porters hand with my left hand and Doogie had my right one
I woke up to them talking
Just remember she is going to be grumpy irritable for a few days so don't take it personally it's gonna take time for the both of you to heal from this
And we all are hear for the both of you
Doogie said
I know
Do you want to try for another one Doogie asked him
Yes but that is totally up to her I'm just happy that we now know she can get pregnant on our own.
Don't get me wrong I would have loved for this one to have been born but I have a feeling God has bigger things in store for us
The Captain came across saying we are getting ready to land
Once we landed Porter shook me
Hey honey time to wake up we have landed
Uh oh okay I said
He turned my face to him and kissed my lips
Love you Allie
Love you too Porter
We left the plane and were walking down terminal towards the baggage claim
There they are
All of us looked up
It was Jen, Nicole, Missy, Nana Pa and April
It's the welcome home committee I said out loud
April came running to me pulled me into s bear hug
I'm so sorry
I about lost it I squeaked out I know it's okay I'll survive
I got a hug from everyone
How are you feeling
Exhausted
Are you going home she asked me
No she's not , she's going to stay with me until after her Appointment with her DR which isn't for a month
Porter , the doctor said I just need to be looked after for a few days
I know Allie but I feel it would be best for you to stay with me until you go see your DR
How about this I'll stay a week then we will talk then
Fine he said
Listen I don't want to be a burden to you that's all
I know and your not going to be
Standing there I was feeling weak again I took a hold of his arm and leaned into him putting my head into his chest
He just wrapped his arms around me
Come on you two we will take both of you home , dinner is already for us
Oh what are we having since I haven't really eaten in over 24 hrs
Spaghetti with Meat sauce and Meatballs
Sounds delish
I climbed into the car first Standing isn't my favorite thing to do right now
The drive home his parents and him talked
I was off in space thinking about the last 24 hrs how my life was turned upside down
Before I knew it we were home
Nana had already set the table all that need to be done was to eat
And I did until I couldn't eat anymore
Allie how about you and I go sit int living room while Porter and Nana clean up
I smiled at Pa sure , you pick what we watch
Alright you have a deal
I didn't make it long before I fell asleep again