Where It Began

No Apologies For Jade

Beck POV

He sat with a pen and paper trying to hide the tears welling in his eyes.

Why does she overreact like that?

What if she doesn't want him anymore over something he didn't intentionally do?

He'd do anything for her.She didn't know the control she had on him at all.He such a confident person but when she's around he becomes uncharacteristically awkward and shy.He wonders if she plays with him like she does with her favorite pair of scissors?

He picked up his bag and washed his face before heading to school.He was fed up of apologizing for things he'd never do to her.He just wanted to know if she really wanted this or the slightest thing would break them up.He wanted to marry her not stifle her.

He reached to school in five minutes and saw the whole gang even Jade sitting at their table.When she saw him she quickly took up her bag and left.He huffed sitting down on the seat once occupied by Jade's behind.

"Relationship problems?"Tori asked with a slight smirk.

"Yep"

"You want me to talk to her"Andre asked and he quickly shot him down on the offer.

"I'll talk to her"Cat giggled running off.He got back to the once blank paper which was now full of lyrics to the song he was gonna sing to her.

"What you writing?"

"I gotta go"He rushed off picking up his belongings quickly and flagging their music teacher.

"I wanna ask you a favor"He asked breathless.

Jade walked into the janitor's closet and sighed.

He never understood why she was upset and it annoyed her?

He didn't even run after her and it was getting her annoyed.She slammed her feet in a dustbin she cut up and it fell apart.She wanted to tell him she was sorry but her ego drowned her.

"Jade you okay"

"Yea, I'm fine"

"What he'd do?"

"Nothing really it's just he's so willing in certain situations"

"He loves you"

"I know"she sighed picking up her belongings and getting ready to leave.She had music next and she never missed it for anything.

"I gotta go to class"

She walked for somethings in her locker before entering class.Everyone was already there so she casually ignored them and walked in.

"Okay Beck has made a song he'd like to share to the class"Her eyebrows shut up confused but her thoughts were jumbled by the screaming horny teens.

Beck was singing?!!!

He never sung so what was happening now.She walked to the front of the class with her arms folded when humming tickled her ears.

  You've got a hold of me
Don't even know your power
I stand a hundred feet
But I fall when I'm around you

Show me an open door
Then you go and slam it on me
I can't take anymore
I'm saying baby

Please have mercy on me
Take it easy on my heart
Even though you don't mean to hurt me
You keep tearing me apart
Would you please have mercy, mercy on my heart
Would you please have mercy, mercy on my heart

I'd drive through the night
Just to be near you baby
Heart open, testify
Tell me that I'm not crazy

I'm not asking for a lot
Just that you're honest with me
My pride is all I got
I'm saying baby

Please have mercy on me
Take it easy on my heart
Even though you don't mean to hurt me
You keep tearing me apart
Would you please have mercy on me
I'm a puppet on your strings
And even though you got good intentions
I need you to set me free
Would you please have mercy, mercy on my heart
Would you please have mercy, mercy on my heart

Consuming all the air inside my lungs
Ripping all the skin from off my bones
I'm prepared to sacrifice my life
I would gladly do it twice
Consuming all the air inside my lungs
Ripping all the skin from off my bones
I'm prepared to sacrifice my life
I would gladly do it twice

Oh, please have mercy on me
Take it easy on my heart
Even though you don't mean to hurt me
You keep tearing me apart
Would you please have mercy on me
I'm a puppet on your string
And even though you got good intentions
I need you to set me free
I'm begging you for mercy, mercy (on my heart)
I'm begging you, begging you please baby
I'm begging you for mercy, mercy (on my heart)
Oh, I'm begging you, I'm begging you, yeah  

The lyrics with his voice was beautiful.She felt like crying knowing that the pain she loved to inflict on others was hurting the one she loved the most, all the cheering in the room blurred as he walked to her so insecure and afraid of what she would think.

"I love you"She was over it she tackled him to the ground and straddled him kissing the life out of him and anyone knew better than to stop them.