Forbidden Love (Larry Stylinson)

chapter five

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Harry's POV: I took another swig from my bottle of beer and placed it on the table trying to not knock over the other 15 bottles. I looked from the cards in my hand ; 3 aces,over to the near naked Louis . And a huge smirk plastered itself across my face. Oh this boy knew he couldn't beat me at strip poker but got a bit cocky after 7 beers or so. "I'll see you" I exclaimed. Louis laid his cards on the revealing two jacks "Sorry Haz, I did warn you." He beamed that irresistible crooked smile. "Oh really... read them and weep boobear" I shot back smacking my cards down. His smile instantly dropped as the realisation hit him. His eyebrows borrowed together and that unbearable pout formed. This only made my smirk increase. "I did warn you" I teased. "Oh well, I guess I will just have to take my boxers off." I shrugged my shoulders pretending not to really care but really heading the feeling of accomplishment. "Are you sure gonna be able to handle it Haz ? I don't want you to feel insecure or anything. Not everyone's can be as prefect as mine" He winked. I wondered if he knew that what he saw as joking around I saw as him flirting with me and being a complete tease. Harry stop thinking about hit. It's not right ... especially when you have drunk this much you not really in control of what you could say."Sweetheart it's not that special." I mocked. At with that Louis rose up from his seat, knocking back his chair over in the process.   He placed one tanned arm on his waist and the other on the rim of his boxers gave me one last cheeky grin and whipped them off.

"Haz....Hazza....Harry" Louis snapped bringing my back to reality. I couldn't believe it, I mean I had actually sat there and stared at Louis's dick. I mean without even trying to hide it.  Just plainly stared. "I told you that I might not be able to handle it." he said pleased with himself. What was happening to me? I mean I have always had feelings for Louis but not like this. Recently they have come to the front of mind and wouldn't leave. I think about him non stop. Thoughts that you shouldn't think about your best Friend especially if they are the same sex and are straight. *Smash*  the sound of the beer bottle heating the floor startled me. When I looked up I found Louis had left where he was standing and now was only a metre away from me. "Haz, what are you thinking about? You look upset and yet your eyes look happy." He couldn't of got it anymore right. How do I tell him that he is the one that is making me feel this way? Louis inched further towards me keeping his gaze on me. God that smile it made my knee's weak. " You can tell me you know, what ever it is." he said approvingly. "The thing is Lou, I don't think I can. I am not sure that things would be the same any more."  His eyes bulged open. And the smile withdrew from his face. He was hurt. My heart carried out an action it never had before. It felt like it somersaulted in my chest. I didn't mean to hurt him. "What don't you trust me Haz?" The room started to spin as I could feel the alcohol intoxicate my blood stream. Oh god please let him stop, I am not sure I will be able to hold back. "Of course I do. But I am not sure I trust myself." I answered. Louis walked forward closing the remaining inches between us. I looked down at our feet not wanting to make eye contact. He sighed letting out a gasp from where he had been holding his breath. His chest now rested on mine, I could feel it contract and relax as he tried to steadying his breathing. He brushed my out of placed curl back where it belong and placed the crooked smile back on his face. That smile was going to be the death of me. " You should always trust yourself Haz, trust how your heart feels and act on that not your head. And if it means anything I trust you ... with my life." The last strand of control I had slithered away. Louis's hand entwined with mine and before I could question the consequences my head feel so our foreheads were touching. I closed my eyes not wanting for this moment ever to end. I knew as soon as I opened my eyes I would have to remove my head from Louis's and nothing like this would ever happen aga... Something hard smashed into my lips. Forcing them to part repeatedly. My breath was hitched and uncontrollable. My body jerked with pleasure as I realised what was happening. It was so different from kissing a girl and yet perfect at the same time. They were rough and jagged and yet fitted with mine like two adjacent puzzle pieces. My hand slid into Loui's disheveled hair while his arms wrapped their way around my waist pulling me closer to his naked body.. SHIT HE IS NAKED. *Knock Knock*  we both jumped back knocking bottles off the table."FUCK" Louis hollered fathering around for his clothes. "One sec " he called to the door. "Louis is everything alright in there?" Niall called from the other side of the door. He never did have the best timing that boy. Louis stumbled over to the door pulling it open revealing a very pissed Niall and Perle. Not that I wasn't. " What was going on in here? Is everything alright?" Perle asked. "Yeah everythings fine... Harry's just leaving" Louis answered with no hesitation. I felt like someone had daggered me straight through heart. I didn't know that someone could make you feel so hurt with so little words. Before anyone could see how hurt I was by the comment I gathered my belongs and headed towards the door. They muttered goodbye's but I was too caught up in my thoughts to acknowledge them. I stumbled down the corridor towards my apartment. WHAT THE FUCK JUST HAPPENED

Michaela POV: I heard the door slam and harry stumble in. I got out of bed and dragged myself to the hallway to make sure he was alright. I took in the appearance of the very drunk unstable Harry. "How much did you actually drink?" Harry's head shot up at the sound of my voice. His pupils were blood shot; like he had been crying. "AWW di..id you waits uuu.pp foooor mee. Thiiiissss isssss whyyyyy I love yoooouuuu." Harry slurred. I guess he drank a lot he smelt like a brewery. I walked over to harry put one arm one his shoulders and the other around his waist and directed him to the bedroom. "I am not just saying this as I am pissed I truly do . And I am sorry that I don' tell you enough. And I am sorry for hurting you." What had brought all this on? I knew he loved me otherwise he wouln't let me think it. Hurt me how? I knew he loved ... but how could he hurt me he hadn't done anything wrong. "It's ok Harry, I know you loveme as I you." I placed him on the bed and pulled the covers over his as most of his clothes were already off. This boys love to get naked was going to get him in trouble one day. "I am so sorry for everything Mich." and with that he feel into unconsciousness. I got up and turned the light off, just as I approached the bed Harry whispered "Only because I love him" the same thing he did every night after he had been asleep for a few minutes. I knew Harry was in love with Louis. I knew it the day I met him but before I could stop myself I feel in love with harry. It killed me knowing that Harry loved Louis and  would never love me the way he loves him. And if giving up Harry tomorrow so he could be happy with Louis then I would but I know it's not that simple and until it is I can't give him up. I know that's selfish but I can't. I am not sure if he knows that I know. But until he does I am going to carry on this relationship as it makes me happy. Even on nights like these when it was so obvious how he felt he still told me he loved me. And still cared about hurting my feelings. I would give anything to mean as much to him as he does to me. And be the person he loves unconditionally and irrecoverably. Like I do him. But I have seen how he looks at  Louis and that's something you can change. When someone's whole world lights up just from looking at someone you know you dint stand a chance. When someone can make your entire body ache when you miss them and when someone's eye's brighten a full shade brighter just from someone's smile you know that you can't take their place. When someone can make you dream about them every night without fail you know that there's no hope for them to love anyone else. And I knew this as this is how I felt about harry . I wiped the tears that from my eyes that were falling down my face. Lay my head on the pillow and snuggled into harry. Placing my hand in his as I knew the amount of times I would be able to do this shrunk as the days went on.

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