Trauma ➸ Audrey Jensen [1]

14 ➸ heaven

fourteen ; heaven

♕

HARLEY

Her lips were soft, delicate as they moved against mine. I was straddling her, my hand cupping her face as her hands were rested on my waist. She was gentle with me, as she lifted up my shirt and her hands explored against my bare skin. I placed kisses along her neck as her hands went up, cupping her hands around my breasts. The action was sudden, making me bite down on her neck lightly.

It was then that she took control, wrapping her arms around my torso and gently flipping us over so she was now on top of me, in between my legs. I giggled as I held onto her leather jacket as she flipped us, so that it could be a more smooth action. She wasted no time kissing me again, taking my bottom lip between her teeth and tugging ever so lightly. She bobbed her head against mine to follow our lip movements, as her tongue brushed along my bottom lip.

It didn't take much for me to accept, before she assumed that I did and entered her tongue into my mouth. She shrugged her leather jacket off, throwing it to the side as I gripped onto her short hair. I whimpered as her hand slowly lifted my shirt, and she still asked for permission even though I was eager, but a small part of me knew this was wrong.

I held onto her hand to stop it, and she gave me a look of concern, thinking she had hurt me. "It's okay, it's just... I have never had... Sex before," I hesitated to say, because it was slightly embarrassing. I was 18, and a virgin practically. Sure, I had made out with a lot of people in high school, but never had a serious relation ship with someone who actually stayed, even though I was the way I was. Therefore, I didn't let anyone take my virginity. I was scared.

"It's okay, you don't have to—"

"I want to, Audrey. I do, but I'm scared. I don't know what to do."

Audrey chuckled lightly, taking my lips against hers again. We kissed for a few seconds, before she pulled away to look into my eyes. "You don't have to know what to do, I've got you," she whispered, leaning down to kiss my collar bone lightly.

"So, you don't want me to, like... You know," I mumbled as she took her time against my neck and jawline. I bit my lip as she took the kisses to the spot under my ear, sucking gently. "Not yet, you don't have to. But I," she paused, kissing me with passion again. "Am going to make you feel so fucking good."

Her voice went from innocent, to raspy and seductive. The sound of her voice and the words she said made me moan softly, earning a low hum of satisfaction from her lips that worked wonders against my neck. I had no idea what I was going to feel, but I was trusting Audrey.

You love her. You won't say it, but deep down, you know it's true. You're a fool for her, too.

She lifted me shirt above my head, tossing the item over to where her jacket was as she then began to stare at my exposed torso. She tugged against my bra, unhooking it quickly and tossing it to the side. "You have no idea how hard it was not to stare at your body back at the hospital," she whispered, kissing down my cleavage. Her kisses felt like heaven as she trailed them toward my breast, dragging her tongue up to my nipple.

Her hand pulled my leggings slowly, but I was too eager to be careful. I helped her pull them down quicker, kicking them off of my body as soon as they bunched up at my ankles. I lifted my legs back up, wrapping them around Audrey's waist as her hand trailed down my body to my underwear.