Thoughts

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Legs ache, feet hurt
Trying my best not to blurt

Out the pain, the ache
Grit my teeth and try to not break

Since the afternoon my legs have felt pain
But I do know that there's something I gain

Tis only a growing pain, I get them often enough
Smile and grin, maybe they'll buy the bluff

It hurts, yet the pain is only physical
My mind wondering why, ever so quizzical

Why do we have such pain?
Why can't we just have the gain?

Can't sleep because it hurts me
Try as I might, insomnia won't leave me be

FNAF screaming in my ears as I write
Their very words similar to my plight

They always cry silently​ in pain
So do I, but at least I get some gain

I wonder what animatronics feel
Do they believe it's possible to heal?

Often weird thoughts fill my head
Especially late at night when I'm in my bed

Catchy tunes play via my Bluetooth headset
The ones that I did finally get

Shifting my legs and hand
Wanting to get up and stand

Imagining how tired I'll be in the morn
Even though sleep was something I'd sworn

I wanna finish my art
But I don't want to do the hard part

Annoyed by the floof in my hair
Flops in my eyes, it does dare

Wondering why Demons is playing on my FNAF track
I shrug and decide to not go on the attack

Watching my stuffed cat stare at the wall
Wondering what would happen if there was suddenly a ball

Suddenly Tattletail songs come up
Wondering why noone in it says 'yup'

Loving the cool breeze of my fan
Remembering something someone on MC said about a ban

Hoping to fix MC tomorrow in vain
Because I really want it back to gain

Quickly skip a song I know I hate
Thinking 'WTF' with distaste

Pausing a moment to scratch my chin
Then I pick up the phone and once again begin

Taking another break to check a site
My tired eyes still my main plight

A song comes on that reminds me of a vid
Where all the monster had to be hid

Taking a break to watch some Markimoo
Laughing because it's what he always makes me do

Coming back, checking the time
Wondering how much longer I can rhyme

It's 3:45am I see now
I wonder at this point, how

Emotional talks with timezones are hard
But at least I don't have to sing like a bard

Mind not tired, won't shut down
Millions of thoughts nipping like a hound

Mario song comes on, I giggle in fun
As I image how little Mario did run

Welp I guess I'll try to sleep
I hope I don't hear another peep

Welp I guess I'll try to sleepI hope I don't hear another peep

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Heyo it's ya boi Cassia!

If you couldn't tell, my mind tends to be a little wacky when I haven't slept. It was nearly 5am when I finally got some sleep.

Anyways,

Until next time,
~©@$$/@

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