Is this real, is this fake?
I'm here hoping this isn't a mistake
The words I wished for
This feeling that I've never had before
My smile so big and wide
Loving the feeling of not having to hide
Having to deny, having to lie
Always feeling like I'm about to cry
But not anymore, no no
Now I have a reason to let the hate go
Up late at night thinking about the day
Imagining a year ago when we began to play
The fun we had, the feelings I hid
Until I finally let them loose and made my bid
Now months later my gamble paid off
My mental enemy no longer having reason to scoff
Tapping along to the music I put on
Remembering when he and I sang along
Emotions muddled, all tangled up
But if I'm dreaming I don't want to wake up
Is this real, I hope it's true
Because deep down I always knew that I loved you
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Heyo it's ya boi Cassia!
Man it's been ages since I've written in this book. Recent events sparked some new feelings though so I decided to turn it into a poem!
Hope y'all like it :)
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Half Truths and Hidden Memories
PoetryA place of sorrow, of fear, of pain. A place of joy, of hope, of love. A place to cry out in fear. A place to shout in joy. A place to be myself, and hope not to be judged for who I am.
