Back to nothing. Back to ignoring, back to silence. But I love you is all that he knows how to say. Ha, obviously not; your actions speak way louder than your words ever will. Your words are empty and meaningless only because you're just a broken record on repeat. You say things you won't ever mean; at one point you did, but now no. To tell you the truth you're just so contradictory. You don't keep your word because your actions are the opposite. If she wanted she could destroy everything, but she's a good girl so she won't. He learned her scars, bruises, flaws, and then he just left. She shouldn't keep the ones that couldn't hear her in the silence. It's so loud when she is quiet, that's when she is speaking the loudest. They don't see that, they just push it away. She's just an outsider to a knit group; she's the extra piece that isn't needed to complete the puzzle. He doesn't love her so why can't she just let him go? Why can't she just push him away just as he did? He wants nothing to do with her. He asks how she feels, but then shuts down when she tells the truth. So all she does now is lie to him so he will stay. Second guessing, more and more everyday, thoughts of leaving. Why stay where you're not wanted? Just stick with those that have stayed for so long, through everything. Even though they won't be there she has to figure out everything on her own. What would be new though? She's been doing it for a while now so where's the difference?
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Exerts of a Story I'll Never Write
RandomThese are just multiple times I've written and have no clue what to do with them... Some bits are true while others are not. Good luck trying to decipher reality from fiction because I can't even do that..... All the characters are mine ⚠⚠⚠⚠TRIGGER...
