Exerts of a Story I'll Never Write

Stress

You know that feeling when you are so stressed you don't know how to function? When stress is starting to eat you alive and you can barely breathe. That is your life, constantly you feel like you're suffocating. You start to eat less, you don't sleep, your body just shuts down. That's what it feels like when he is around. You can tell when he is near, your skin turns to ice and prickles like needles, your heart beats faster. All you feel is an overload of stress and fear. Your life isn't in your hands anymore, its like the moments before a car crash. You can see what's going to happen, but you can't stop it. The stress and the anxiety is overwhelming. Your breathing becomes quickened, your brain is on overdrive, you look like a scared animal trying to escape death. You, aunt and uncle, you have no idea what it is like living everyday on the line between alive and dead. He is dangerous, manipulative, and abusive. He has never laid a hand on anyone, but nothing is stopping him. Every single day is just him getting angrier and soon it will turn into a blind rage. He will obliterate anyone that stands in his way and is not defending him like a blind soldier. He doesn't care for anyone unless he can control them and even then he still doesn't care for anyone. He is a self-centered creature. Somedays are harder to live than others, you have no idea what he has been doing because you only have a half assed story to believe. Just because he is your brother doesn't meann anything if he is in the wrong and is abusively manipulating you into some lie. He is not some saint that is being bullied. He is the bully that can't control himself so he waits like a trapdoor spider for his prey. One after another he lures them to their death and own self demise.