Exerts of a Story I'll Never Write

Outside In

All I want is to be able to cry,
I called for help with no reply.
Isn't it sad when someone just wants to die,
Don't want to hurt their people even when they lie.
Misery is consuming and depression a fog,
I'm surprised I've lasted this long.
With boys who seem sweet but they're just frogs,
Boys who are crazy and wild like hogs.
When you have nothing in life do you stay or go?
What's the point when no one cares to know.
Trying to stay but my mind says no,
Like its done and has a dark pitch to throw.
Why would someone want to stay with a mask?
Loving the light in which you bask.
Only what's the point when you yearn for that flask?
Or when you want to get high or hurt yourself whether its the first time or last.
Heart so empty and cold,
Ha he thought he found a treasure chest full of gold.
Only to find out that its broken and old,
Truely, its no where, it was the one that he stole.
No one close no where to be found,
Keeping everything a secret with no sound.
No one notices the down,
Its all slipping, even her crown.
They don't even care, until they found it,
It was hard to find without something that kept the place lit.
Smart girl, bright future that dimmed quick,
Found at quite a height.
The body of the pretty girl,
The sight would make you hurl.
Her face was pale and white as a pearl,
Making everyone's heads whirl.
So smart, pretty, popular, and happy,
Ha she wasn't really that sappy.
No one noticed her mask that's starting to thin,
Now she was broken on the outside and in.
Killed with trauma to the head,
It's funny how no one cares unless you're gorgeous or dead.