You don't realize how much if an impact people make in your life until they aren't there anymore. Their absence makes you feel so empty and alone. You know you shouldn't miss them because they chose someone else over you, but you can't help it. They will always be on your mind even when you don't want them to be. It's sad to go from strangers to friends to barely a little more than friends to never talking the same again after that night. It's worse than a heartbreak because you keep waiting for them to come back like they promised, but they don't need you anymore. It's hard not to miss someone who meant the world to you and you meant nothing to them other than a hookup. You can't help, but wonder what you did wrong or where it all went wrong. I want nothing more than for him to be happy, I just wish I could've made him happy for even a minute, but I know that I could never do that. He was right there beside me and now it's radio silent. He's just gone and I can't help, but think it's my fault.
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Exerts of a Story I'll Never Write
De TodoThese are just multiple times I've written and have no clue what to do with them... Some bits are true while others are not. Good luck trying to decipher reality from fiction because I can't even do that..... All the characters are mine ⚠⚠⚠⚠TRIGGER...