Found~Spamano

Chapter fourteen

I-a didn't even want to leave my room after that. That was-a literally the most embarrassing thing that I-a had to do. It-a doesn't count as a kiss okay! I-a just had to save his life.

But that-a didn't mean I didn't go the rest of my-a day thinking about it.

Saving a life doesn't always happen all the time you know! I mean, the poor bastard was-a drowning! I had no choice but to save him. Besides, who was going to feed me if he-a died?!

Maybe I would-a miss him a little, but that isn't the point right now.

I had to give Spain god damn CPR! That is-a not good at my books, not good at all. What if he-a remembers what I-a had to do?

He might not even look at me the same way again! This is-a really not my day.

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As I paced the small space between the end of my bed to the wall, a small knock was heard at my door.

I stopped pacing and my heart began racing as I cautiously walked towards the door.

I took a deep breath and twisted the doorknob, before pulling it open and being met with the bastard's emerald eyes.

I immediately looked down and crossed my arms.

"What is it bastard." I mumbled and didn't have the courage to meet his eyes.

"Lovi....? I-a just wanted to say thanks for you saving my life..." He said easily.

"...Anytime." I said with a small smile.

Before I could turn away, Spain wrapped his arms around my waist and hugged me tightly. I had tensed a moment, tempted to push him off me, when I surprised myself and hugged back.

I gently pushed him away afterwards and turned around before closing the door quietly. I stood there silently for a moment, hugging my arms close to my chest and heaved a deep sigh.

I crossed my room back towards my bed with wobbly legs, before climbing up on it and hugging my legs close, just simply staring at the ground.

As I reached for my pillow, I let go of my legs slowly, before grabbing my pillow and held it fairly close.

I-a then began to freak out and roll around on my bed continuously.

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Once finished my-a little freak-out session, I watched the ceiling with a neutral expression, trying hard not to smile. In fact, I didn't want to do anything that involved thinking about it at-a all.

It would-a be too obvious to him anyways.

"I think I-a need some sleep." I muttered to myself and crawled into bed, throwing the covers over my head and lying there for a moment.

I shut my eyes tightly and laid there on my side, waiting to fall asleep.

I tossed and turned most of the night, thinking and thinking about what-a happened yesterday.

When I did fall asleep, I-a had one of the most saddest dreams one could dream about. Let-a me explain.

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It started out weird, with me and Feli. We were-a watching funny videos on the-a internet for some reason, while eating pasta-flavoured chips.

As we did so, the scene changed and I-a was lying on my stomach with Feli beside me. As we chatted and watched the TV now, Spain appeared beside me.

I remember hiding my face and rolling onto my other side, with my eyes slightly opened to meet darkness. I was confused before I felt him roll next to me and wrap his arms around my waist, before leaning down and whispering in my ear.

"Te Amo, I-a love you Lovi."

And I remember answering with all-a honesty.

"I-a love you too bastard..."

We both whispered it out quietly, and when I awoke in the morning, I felt a big pit in my stomach and I closed up again, before letting out a tiny cry and covering my face with my hands.

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I laid in bed almost the whole day with no interruptions surprisingly. All I would-a do was think about that dream and how-a real it was. It wasn't fair!

I-a thought everyone deserves happiness?! This needs to count god dammit!

So when I-a finally stopped wallowing in god damn Despair, I trudged towards the bathroom for a well deserved shower, before opening the door to a almost naked Spain with a towel around his waist.

Wait...WHAT?!

A/N: A dream like this occurred to me actually, except it was with my crush and one of my other friends. Fairly depressing when I awoke to say at the least.