i hated romantic songs,
whenever they played on the radio,
i changed the station,
because it reminded me of the past fails.
the pain i felt,
the heart that beated fast,
for someone that didn't deserve,
the tears that fell.
you said i didn't have those songs on my phone,
and i remembered why,
i wanted to forget my past self,
but now i want to keep the present me.
i want a song that makes me think of you;
a new song for a new self,
a song made from our laughs and dreams;
our feelings and difficulties;
our closeness and distance;
our humor and stubbornness;
our singing and silence.
i'll forever keep my other songs,
the ones about heartbreak,
crying my heart out,
partying and being a boss ass bitch,
but only you made me
add romantic songs to my playlist.
