"Hoseok, I'm not—" I noticed that he was shaking making me draw circles on his back in hopes of calming him down
"no stop lying" he swatted my hand away and moved further, wiping the tears that fell down his cheeks
"What makes you think that I dont love you?"
I gave him no answer because for fucks sake I dont know why i'm like this "wait before I answer that, what about taehyung and me? youve mentioned it before and I dont get what you're trying to say."
"Well....." I started, not really wanting to answer the question
"tell me, what makes you think that I dont love you?"
I inhaled and exhaled trying to calm myself down before looking at him and answered, "I m not Park Jimin."
My heart broke as soon as those words came out of his mouth "Please Hoseok, im not seeing Park Jimin in you. you're you and thats what—"
"I'm just your rebound. the one you're spending time with just to forget him. i'm useless, ugly, pathetic, untalented, hated, i'm the opposite of everything your ex boyfriend has." and maybe I know why I keep on denying the fact that he loves me, its because he deserves someone better than me. he deserves someone who can bring him to fancy restaurants, cook him delicious meals, cuddle with him every night, and especially someone who can both love his self and yoongi.
my heart broke even more. I pulled him close and hugged him, wanting him to feel how my heart beats for him, wanting him to feel how loved, precious and important he is. I want to show him that he's more than what he think he is.
I want to prove to him that I love him because he's the Jung Hoseok who made my heart flutter and made my smile reach my eyes.
So I let him cry on my shoulder for who knows long until his sobs came to a halt, his body became limp and then soft snores could be heard from him.
right now, I want him here in my arms and no one else's. I want to stop time and cherish this. because who knows, when I wake up tomorrow he might leave me again. and thats the most terrifying thing that happens.
I dont want him to go.
[quick a/n
guys, i'm sorry for the lack of updates and for failing to maintain my promise of publishing atleast five chapters per week. it has been a hell of a month for me and i have been experiencing stress due to personal reasons thus i cannot find time to update this book.
as what i have said, i am sorry. i wont put this book on hold because i think i can atleast publish a chapter within the week or less. i hope ya'll understand~
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