Our Own Ending (Jeffmads Punk!Thomas and Nerd!James)

-21- Thomas

Looks like its finally time for me to go back home. The treatment wasn't successful, it didn't help me in any way. I was on the plane alone this time, no Lafayette and Hercules to make me feel even more single. Am I even single yet? I don't know.
James has tried to talk with me, but I didn't reply. Not because I'm mad. It's because I'm scared. Honestly I'm not good with rejection. If James called me to say he's moved on..it would shatter me.
The plane lands and I get my bag and stand outside the airport. I get an uber and drive to my house. I set my bags down and go back outside. To my surprise, there's James sitting on the front steps.
"James you should go home." I sigh and look down at him.
"You ignore me for 3 months and that's all I get? You telling me to go home?" He sniffs and looks up at me.
"You're the one who said you didn't want to see me again." I raise my voice a little, but not that much.
"That's what I've been trying to tell you!" James stands up and gets on the top step so he could be eye level with me, "I didn't send those messages..Aaron did."
"Why the hell did Aaron have your phone in the first place?" My chest feels tight and I start breathing a little heavily.
"Because he got me drunk and I made out with him." James says quietly. I open my mouth to say something...anything to make us be alright again, but words didn't come out.
"T-Thomas I'm sorry.." James' eyes fill with tears and so do mine. I'm struggling to breathe, it hurts to know I made him cry. Everything hurts, my chest, my head, my throat. 
James touches my face. His hands feel soft and gentle.
"Thomas are you alright?" His voice sounds distance and quiet. I look up at him, but his face is blurry. I can't feel, I can't hear, everything is black. My body hits the ground. What's going on?