"T-Thomas wake u-up." I place my hands on my side of Thomas' face. He's hooked up to different kinds of machines inside the hospital room. He's going to be ok. I know he is. I watch him breathe very slowly and hear the faint beeping of a monitor.
The minutes turn into hours and Thomas was taken away by nurses and doctors. I stayed in the room in a tiny chair. I choke back my tears, my phone keeps going off. Maria, Lafayette, Hercules, Angelica, Eliza, and basically everyone in our friend group is calling me. I answer a random call.
"Hello?" My cracks a little from holding back tears.
"James! Oh my god, are you ok?" It's Peggy, she sounds super concerned. I wonder how they know Thomas is in the hospital.
"I don't know. My boyfriend is in the hospital and is dyi-" I cut myself off, "getting more sick."
She stops talking for a moment. "Do you want me to go up there?"
"Leave me alone." I hang up and start crying.
What if I'll never talk to Thomas again? The last thing we ever did was argue about me. This is my fault, everything is my fault. I deserve to die not Thomas. I hear the door open, quickly I wipe my tears and look up. It's Maria.
"James! How long have you been here?" She rushes over to me.
"10 hours. Thomas passed out and still hasn't woken up." I start crying again, typical.
"Everything will be okay.." Maria rubs my back to comfort me.
Thomas was brought back by the nurses. He looks even worse. His face is pale and lifeless. It hurts me to see him like this. I hold his hand and look down.
Maria sighs, "I'm going to get you something to eat.." She stands up and leaves.
Leaving me alone with Thomas and my thoughts.
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Our Own Ending (Jeffmads Punk!Thomas and Nerd!James)
FanfictionSome love storys don't have happy endings. Jeffmads ____________________________________ James is a nerd that has anxiety and depression. He doesn't go out much, but have very protective friends. James never thought he would find someone who would...
