Gazing at the Stars

Chapter 16

Probably a month go by of us kissing, constantly. I guess I should say whenever we are alone. In public, you might not even be able to tell we are together, minus the way our eyes hold a little longer, or how we find a way to touch even in the slightest ways every chance we get. I don't even think the team has caught on.

I don't think I could be that kind of boyfriend, the one that makes out with his boyfriend in public and is constantly reminding him how much he loves him. It's just not me, and I can tell Tadashi knows that.

Now, in private...

My lips lock to Tadashi's, and I know he can hardly handle it by the way his body shivers in delight, and his breath is stuck in his chest. We had hardly made it to my room before I threw my bag off and had Tadashi against my bedroom door. My lips yield slightly, only allowing enough space for him to release the breath he held, and it is consumed by my mouth, used as my own breath.

He gasps in response, and I open my eyes to see his own rolled back.

His shocked, turned on face is so fucking hot.

I had never done that, but at least I know to do it again, to get that same response. I kiss him hard, but not harshly, and he kisses back with the same strength. I don't know that we will ever get sick of kissing each other...

Somehow, we end up sitting on the bed. That is the farthest we have gone; we haven't even laid on the bed. I think we both know that those are dangerous waters that we aren't ready for.

Both of us are on our knees, sitting up, to put as little space between us as possible and allow us to kiss. His hands are holding both of my cheeks as he kisses me, and I have my arms around his waist, holding him to me. At some point, his forehead rubs up against my glasses, smudging them, so I make a decision.

Bye bye glasses. At least Tadashi is close enough to where I can still see him perfectly.

I set them down, and see Tadashi staring at me, mouth hanging open and lips red and slightly coated in saliva.

"You are so fucking hot." Tadashi whispers, and I moan, latching back onto him like my life depended on it.

I also found out that Tadashi always finds a way to surprise me. What he did today definitely surprised me.

We were kissing, then suddenly, he pushed me, and my back was against the backboard. I was sitting on my butt, legs stretched straight out. If that hadn't thrown me off, him climbing onto my lap and sitting so that his ass was right over my dick did. I blinked a few times at him, before he moved in for the kill.

He started kissing me roughly, causing my head to spin. This isn't too out of the ordinary. We kiss each other roughly sometimes.

Until his tongue grazed my lip.

Is he trying to take control of me?

I open my mouth, and within a second, his tongue is crashing against mine. I groan loudly, and I know there is a chance that Akiteru could have heard us if he hadn't been out. Tadashi smiles before continuing his assault, and we fight for dominance. This is too... weird.

Until, he wins, and his tongue starts caressing my tongue, and the inside of my mouth with the right amount of gentle and rough. Then I realize, holy shit, this is fine too. It isn't bad that he is dominating this time.

It's actually, really really hot. Like oh my god.

His tongue expertly darts around my mouth and I can't stop myself from panting. When Tadashi's tongue gently caresses my own again, my breath catches, and Tadashi immediately retracts his tongue and encloses my mouth with his own, leaving a small opening between our mouths. I exhale, and he breathes in, and I realize what the big deal earlier was. It is fucking hot to have the other inhale your breath... It makes me breathless.